A/N: Another Royai fic everyone! It's the first time I wrote a story this way. Enjoy reading!

Disclaimer: I don't own Fullmetal Alchemist

Loving in Silence

Riza

This is another typical day. I went to work with Black Hayate and I set everyone's paper works. I looked at the colonel's table and as usual, he's not there, I sighed and I started working. After an hour and a half, the door swung open and colonel Roy Mustang came in. we greeted him and I think he flinched a little when he heard my voice. He must be thinking that I am mad but he's wrong. I don't know why but I don't feel any annoyance when he came in late. Maybe because today is a special day.

I watched him sit on his chair and he gave the piles of papers in his desk an annoyed look. I smiled inwardly. Well, if he didn't laze around maybe he would finished a lot of paper works and they wouldn't be a lot of paper on his desk right now. I saw him get his pen and he started scribbling on some papers lazily. I could see the pure boredom in his eyes. I get back to work and I keep working even though it's already break time. the colonel and his men went to the cafeteria and I was left alone in the office. I am not hungry yet and I want to finish my work early so I continued working. As I sat in this room, I started glancing at the calendar and I smiled.

I remember the day the Roy Mustang asked me to be his aide and to protect him until he reached the top and if ever he step off that path of his, he said that I am free to shoot and kill him. I promised to do so but I knew that would never happen. I believe in him. Even though he's like this he never failed to show that he care for us and he has this dream and I will always believe in that dream of his.

That day, I swear that I will stay loyal and devoted to him. that I will always follow him until the day he reached his goal…no, I will still be there for him and protect him even though he already reached his goal. Also in that day, I vowed to love him…yes…I've been in love with him ever since the first time I saw him. But I chose to love him in silence because in silence I find no rejection and in silence no one owns him but me… That is…

My thoughts are suddenly interrupted when I heard someone cleared his throat.

"Uhm, Lieutenant Hawkeye, May I know what are you smiling about?"

I turned and I saw the colonel on his desk with a cup of coffee in his hand and an amused expression on his face. I fought the urge to show any kind of surprise on my face even though I felt my face getting warm. I put my serious and cool façade before I answer.

"I think it's none of your business sir." And I turned again towards my desk to continue working. As I do so, I caught a glimpse of the calendar and I smiled inwardly

June 11.

It is a special day indeed.

A/N: There... How was it? Please REVIEW!!! Thanks a lot for reading. ^^