A/N: Hai its me! I got my story ADD again... (sorry) I love Elfen Lied. It's one of the most beautiful but tragic shows I have ever seen. It's just so awesome. I also love Ouran High School Host Club^^! Hikaru is my favorite, but this story is in Kaoru's P.O.V. It's rated M for future chapters for the violence, some yaoi stuff, Kaoru and Hikaru's cussing, and Lucy :D. She makes everything rated M XD

"I could tell she was dangerous from the moment I laid my eyes on her. It wasn't the fact that her dress was covered in blood, or that two bloody protrusions sat upon her head. It wasn't even the murderous glare she was giving me. No, it was none of that. Something else about this girl made my blood run cold and my mind tell me to run. Run and pretend that I never saw this odd girl. Fear engulfed me when she took a step towards me. I swore I felt hands grip my wrists, but only she and I were there. My mind screamed at me to run like hell, but my legs were frozen. Suddenly, everything went black…"

"Aw man! Tamaki Sempai is gonna kill us for being late!"

Haruhi and I were running down the long hallway to reach the unused music room. Well, it was unused until Tamaki Suoh started the Host Club last year. He was our 'king' so he always got upset when we, his 'subjects', were late to club activities. Especially when any of us were alone with Haruhi, his so called 'daughter'.

The Boss acted as if the Host Club was a family; He is the father, Kyouya Sempai is the mother, Haruhi is the daughter, Hikaru and I are the sons, and Mori Sempai and Hunny Sempai are the cousins. In a way, I guess we were a family that met by chance. The name of that chance was Tamaki Suoh.

"Welcome," a chorus of voices sang as soon as we opened the door.

"It's just Haru-Chan and Kao-Chan!" Hunny Sempai exclaimed with a grin.

Mori Sempai agreed with a, "Yep."

Tamaki wasn't as thrilled to see Haruhi and me walk in together late. Unusually though, he went straight to his emo-corner without going on one of his infamous rants about how shady I was. Haruhi seemed surprised too, because she said, "Uh Sempai? Why are you going straight to depressed mode? It's not like you."

Hikaru put a hand on my shoulder and smiled brightly, "It's probably because Koaru was cheating on me with his 'daughter'." He put air quotes when he said daughter. My twin looked at me with a sad look, "Were you trying to hurt me Koaru? If you were, it worked."

I didn't notice that the ladies were there until they squealed with delight at Hikaru's performance. Knowing my cue, I gazed somberly back at him and said softly, but loud enough for the girls to hear, "I would never do that to you, Hikaru! You'll always be mine and besides," I leaned towards him, "Haruhi will never know how to play doctor correctly like you do."

Most of the girls in the room feinted but the rest continued to watch us. "Kaoru!" Hikaru cried and pulled me into his arms.

"Hikaru!" I cried, pretending to be on the verge of tears. I let him hold me long enough for the other girls to finally pass out.

Tamaki Sempai looked up from his corner, "You guys are such total asses."

Unfortunately for him, the women heard his rude comment. "Don't be jealous Tamaki!"

"Yeah, maybe you should have a homosexual relationship with Haruhi!" another screeched.

Haruhi turned white as a ghost but Tamaki Sempai jumped up and put his arm around her. He pulled her close and started stroking her head, brushing small strand of hair away from her big, brown eyes.

"Wait a minute," a girl with a short black ponytail said quickly, "I think Kyouya and Tamaki should be together~!"

This time it was Tamaki Sempai's turn to go white. Hikaru and I started rolling on the floor laughing at how right the girls were. Haruhi pushed Boss away from her and started walking to a table where her usuals sat. She started her my-mother-died-ten-years-ago story but this time she added that she would rather be with a woman who was just as beautiful as her mom, and not a guy who was convinced that he was her father.

I glanced over at Hikaru to see him staring at Haruhi. I knew my older brother was in love with her. Actually, everyone knew about it except Hikaru and Haruhi. I looked down at the floor and wondered if I would ever end up in love. Then again, I watched my brother from the corner of my eye. Sometimes I did feel like I was in love, but I wasn't supposed to be.

"Son of a bitch," I muttered under my breath.

"Hmm? What was that Koaru?" Hikaru asked, eyeing me suspiciously. He could always tell when something was bugging me.

I shook my head, trying to hide the more than brotherly love in my amber eyes. "It's nothing."

"Koaru…"

Finally, I sighed, "I'll explain later, k?"

"Fine."

"Okay," Hikaru sat on the edge of our bed and watched me, "You can tell me now Kaoru."

I sighed loudly. Honestly, I really didn't want to tell him anything. I mean, would you want to tell your twin that you were in love with him? I sure as hell don't, but I promise him and I always keep my promises. The worst case scenario could be Hikaru running out of the room in confusion or disgust because he likes to run away from his problems. Me? I face them head on.

"Here we go." I sat down next to him. I gazed into his beautiful eyes which were full of impatience and hope. Hope? Why the hell would there be hope? I shrugged off the hope thought and inhaled a breath and slowly exhaled. It was time.

"Hikaru…," I started, "I wanted to tell you that I love you."

He laughed, "Well I love you too Kaoru!"

I groaned in frustration, "Not like that Hikaru! In the way you love Haruhi."

That obviously caught him off guard. His eyes widened in surprise and he looked away, face bright red. I could feel my cheeks burning too. We sat in an awkward soup for a little bit before he decided to catch me off guard.

"Kaoru…," he leaned close to me and I could feel his lips lightly brush mine. I scooted away and he laughed again. It was an amazing noise. "I'm hope that was good enough for you. I am sorry but you apparently know about me liking Haruhi."

So he did know! This whole time he was just acting like an idiot one purpose! Damn he's smart.

"Anyway, you're my brother and that's the only way I love you. I'm sorry."

Hikaru hugged me close and my forehead was pressed on his chest. He started petting my hair and I closed my eyes. Even thought he just rejected my love, I didn't care. He was my brother and always will be.

But still…

Anger surged through me. How could he choose that shrew over me? I know him better and always will! It's all her fault, Haruhi Fujioka. That bitch.

"That bitch," I said in a grim tone.

"Kaoru?"

I shoved Hikaru away and glared at him. "Why Hikaru? I know you better! I'll always be with you! She's just getting in the way!"

"You're axcitng like a chold. You're acting like me. Calm down Kao-,".

I cut him off, "NO! I WILL NOT CALM DOWN!"

I ran out of the room then out of the front door. Running my anger out, I kept thinking about how I blew up at Hikaru. He was right about me acting like him. I'm usually the calm one, the more mature twin. Tonight thought was different.

Little did I know, I was horribly right.