I do not own BLeach, Matsumoto Rangiku or Ichimaru Gin.
GinxRan are my favourite Bleach couple so I decided to write a little something for clearly the best female character. 8D
Please R&R !
"Goodbye, Rangiku. I'm sorry."
You're sorry?
You're sorry...
I sat in my quarters in the Tenth Squad's barracks. My Captain had gone to see Hinamori again. I don't think he really ever found words to say he was sorry.
Did I see another side of Ichimaru Gin? Or was I treated as the others were, manipulated. Used as tools in your greater plot with him. Sousuke Aizen.
Before I knew it, warms tears slid down my cheeks. I'm not the kind of person to burst into angry tears, to yell at the empty space in front of me. I am a Lieutenant, I have to hold face. Even now, in this dim, empty room.
I want to ask you so many things, things that I have never had the courage to ask. The deepest wish in my heart is that you would answer without pretence, or sarcastic politeness. I want the truth. Something that you have never given me.
Despite the kindness, the childish fondness, was there ever a moment when you took me seriously? Were you ever sincere?
I shatter the silence with a troubled sigh, reaching for the wooden cup on the table. Sake helps, it takes the edge off the disbelief that you're gone. I never thought you would be capable of such.. betrayal.
You wanted more, more than I could obviously give. Those nights I spent lying between your sheets, you were gone. A warm indent in the bed was left after you would sneak out. There's no spot now, nothing I can touch that holds your lingering warmth. Memories of you are a struggling mix of disgust, disappointment and love. I cannot think straight...
I know that I will see you again. Events will draw us ever closer to that dreaded encounter. Will you feel nothing as I feel everything before you? Will you hesitate again?
I cannot feel you anymore.
Sayonara, Gin.