Kradam iPod Shuffle Challenge
Rules:
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a ficlet/drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, and then post them.
1. I'm Not Okay – My Chemical Romance (I Guess This One Will Be Sad)
"Kris, I love you." Adam said suddenly.
". . . Adam, I love Katy, not you." Kris responded. "Sorry." Adam rushes out of the room.
*A Few Months Later, Adam Has A New Boyfriend*
"Adam, I divorced Katy. Will you still have me?" Kris asked, looking up at Adam hopefully.
"No, you broke my heart six months ago, and embarrassed me for the first time in front of my friends. I don't usually get embarrassed. Goodbye, Kris." His boyfriend, Drake, took a picture of Kris with his phone and showed Adam.
"Remember this as the day you gained your confidence back, healed your heart, and ruined the one who had originally broken it." Adam nodded, and Kris hung his head in disappointment and heartache. What he didn't notice were the tears in Adam's eyes threatening to fall as he left Kris for the last time.
"What
will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
I've
told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what
it means
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I
held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard
look!
I'm
not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out"
2. Because The Night – Cascada
"Do you really love me Adam? Or am I just another conquest?" Kris asked Adam after another night of hiding their love. He needed to know if he was planning to leave his wife with a good reason.
"More than my life. I would give up my voice if I could have you forever." He answered sincerely, leaning in to kiss the younger Idol.
"Then you can have me, I'm going to divorce Katy. I used to love her, but I now know that I have never known true love until I met you."
"Come
on now, try and understand
The way I feel when I'm in your hand
Take my hand, come under cover
They can't hurt you now can't
hurt
you now, can't hurt you now
Because the night belongs to
lovers
Because the night belongs to lust
Because the night
belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to us"
3. Goodbye- Everlife (Awww, another sadish one)
Adam could feel it, Kris wasn't happy with him. He understood that the guilt that wrapped him up for cheating with his wife. And with another man, no less. He didn't want to cause him any more pain.
"Kris, I'm leaving. We can't do this anymore." He said, lying. Kris looked astonished.
"What? Why? Don't you love me?" He asked. Adam looked down at his floor. He didn't want to have to say this.
"No, I thought I did, but not anymore. Goodbye." He left the room, leaving Kris alone. Kris looked down heartbroken, letting the tears fall on his final divorce papers.
"I
don't want to tell you
What I have to say.
We don't have to be
sorry.
It just worked out this way.
I
don't want to,
but I have to.
Can
you feel it breaking
Into pieces underneath?
Someone's gotta
say it.
It might as well be me.
Goodbye. x3
It wasn't right
this time.
Goodbye."
4. Speechless – The Veronicas (Yes! A Happy Song)
"I love you, Adam."
"Love you too, Kris." The younger Idol felt content in Adam's arms, he was so surprised. He would never have expected to fall for someone as . . . flamboyant as Adam. He had thought he was straight, for one, and he was amazed at how Adam could make him feel. One look into his beautiful, sparkling eyes, and he would do anything. At first he attempted to stay strong, but it was impossible to ignore the way he felt around Adam. He sighed, and looked at the older man in question. He was already asleep, and looking as wonderful as always.
"Feels
like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All
those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever
searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels
like I am finally home
Falling
head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's
like the first day of my life
Cuz
you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me
breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My
soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything
to you
I
thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow
you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you
coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I
could say no
Falling
head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's
like the first day of my life
You
leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me
breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My
soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My
everything to you
You
leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my
face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I
can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my
name
You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way
you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining
through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you"
5. So What – Pink (I Guess I'll Make This Katy's Pov)
Today, my perfect husband left me. For another man. I feel so used, and I assume that he was cheating on me while still on American Idol. Now, I'm going to go drink the pain away. FML.
"I
guess I just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So I'm
gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
I've
got a brand new attitude,
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm
gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight"
6. Want – Adam Lambert
All Adam asked of Kris was that he be a good friend to him, but he gave him so much more than that. He gave him the perfect romance. Until the show ended. Then, he when back to his perfect life in with his perfect wife and family. Now, what does Adam have. Nothing. He knows what he wants, Kris. He wants love. No, he needs love.
"Yeah
love, love, love
Is we what we want
Is what we want
Is
what we really need
Love, love, love, love
Is what we want
Is what we want
It's what we really need
Yeah
love
Is what we want
Is what we really want
Yeah hey yeah
Love"
7. My Best Friend's Hot – Dollyrots (A/N This Will Be Kris' Pov)
So this is what the wonderful Adam Lambert was doing to him. He'd never once had any interest in men, until HE came along. He flirted with him a lot, but then again he did that with everyone. He was just naturally a tease. He would hug him, and hold his hand in a way that would make him long for more.
"I'm
gonna tell you that you mean
Cause you don't show
You
interrupt another dream
So out you go
Because I'm not gonna
tell you all the things I might, like
Won't
you apologize to me to me to me
For being such a tease a tease a
tease
You know I'm not gonna tell you all the things I might
like
My
best friend's hot
My best friend's hot
No matter what I
do you love me not
Woah oh oh, woah oh oh
Na na na na na not
You love me not"
8. Te Quiero – Flex (Will Be Extremely Short)
"Kris?"
"Yes Adam"
"I love you."
"I love you too Adam"
"Es
qué te quiero uh oh
Baby te quiero uh oh uh oh
Desde qué te
he conocido yo vivo tan feliz
Y es que te quiero uh oh
Baby te
quiero uh oh uh oh"
9. Play That Funky Music – Adam Lambert (Kris' Pov)
Adam was on stage, doing what he does best. His voice was unimaginable, he sang notes that most people, including himself, didn't know were possible. He was outstanding. As much as he'd like to deny it, he's in love with him.
"Hey, I was a boogie singer
Playin'
in a Rock and Roll Band
I never had no problems
Burnin' down
one night stands
And
everything around me, mmmh
Got to stop to feelin' so low
And
I decided quickly (Yes I did)
To disco down and check out the show
Yeah,
they were dancin'
They
were singin' and movin' to the groovin'
And just when it hit me
Somebody turned around and shouted
Play
that funky music white boy
Play that funky music right
Play
that funky music white boy
Lay down the boogie and play that funky
music till you die
Till you die"
10. Thunder – Boys Like Girls (Kris' Pov)
He sang this song to him at a karaoke bar the other night. He loved it, as Adam had guessed, the lyrics just touched him in a way that even he himself couldn't. It was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for Kris. It was amazing and, he thought, the words were what he really thought of him. Kris sang a snippet of it.
"And now I'm itching for the tall grass, longing for the breeze. I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe. I gotta find a way out. Baby there's a way out."
"Your
voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike
any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes
are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love
another
you'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And listen to the thunder."
The last one was my favorite, what about you? And if anyone wants me to continue any of these as a fanfic, I'll see what I can do. Oh, and is it just me, or did Goodbye almost make you cry? It was so sad! Bye bye for now!
-Serena Juliette Valen
