Chapter 1: Diary Entry 1
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6/12/98
Dear Diary,
I can't believe that once and for all Voldemort is gone! It's a relief! I now don't need to watch over my back every five seconds and I can get better sleep. The only problem is that it's a bit hard to think like that because the change was very sudden. Now that we are safe, it feels hard not to worry. Oh, this is exhausting, thinking like this! Life is very sad. So far I have attended Tonks's funeral, Professor Lupin's funeral, and Fred's funeral. They were all so sad. I felt even worse when I glimpsed at Harry at Lupin's. He now has Teddy to take care of. Of course, all of the Weasleys and I will help him - for now.
Sadly, Mum and Dad still don't know who I am. :( I need to find the memory charm and undo it! Sorry about the tears. I'm having a hard time remembering them. This is so sad. I miss them a lot. They were so good about me being a witch, so supportive! I wish I could just go to them and cry and hug them right now! But no. I have to wait until I find that charm. And besides, they are having the time of their lives in Egypt! They might have even started drinking! As well as I recall-unless they did it while I was at Hogwarts- they haven't had a drink since I was born! Not even wine!
I'm very thankful to who cares so much for me and took me in as her own, otherwise I would be homeless and famililess - right now. She is treating me so well, even though Fred died not even a week ago! Even with all that kindness, I feel sad. I have a weight on me, defeating Voldemort barely took away one-thirds of it! The rest is needing my parents.
Harry is staying with the Weasleys as well, but I'm staying in Ginny's room and Harry in Ron's. She is such a caring woman to let me in when nobody else would, oh ! That was so nice of her. How oh how will I repay her?! I guess I will help her out. Because she did a really nice thing and I need to repay her. It's the right thing to do.
Unfortunately, is also making sure that Harry isn't with Ginny and I'm not with Ron. Speaking of Ron, I still get butterflies whenever we talk! He has changed though after Fred died, but I think George felt the worst when his twin died! We all felt horrid after they died protecting Hogwarts. Harry did die, but he also became the master of death. Then he came back and defeated Voldemort. By then, they were both mortal. All the horucruxes had been destroyed, including the one in Harry. He can't speak parselmouth anymore though. I think he is actually relieved about it.
I'm glad I still have this diary. It's all I have left from Mum. But soon I shall find her and we will talk together! What if she is so mad at me that she will keep on going, pretending that I don't belong to her? I hope she realized that I did it for her! I really will be devastated if both Mum and Dad don't forgive me.
I am planning to finish my seventh year at Hogwarts. I hope they approve! I did skip school for a whole year! They will disapprove, but I'm hopeful that my parents will be happy that I helped save humanity!
Well, I've got to go. Ron's calling me! (What does he want this time?!)
Wish me best of luck!
~Hermione
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