This is a songfic about when Kagome goes home for good after they defeat Naraku(if she DOES go home anyway). And Inuyasha is trying to stop her.
I decided to make this a fic
Disclaimer: I NO OWN!!!!!!!!!
Ghtbgbhv is what they are doing.
tghjnmeans their thoughts.
gbhjfwhatn they're saying.
Kagome:
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Kagome faced Inuyasha next to the well, tears streaming down her face while Inuyasha looked at her in disbelief.
Inuyasha:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
(Searching for the Jewel shards. Our time together. Does it mean nothing?)
Kagome shook her head and turned to the well, but Inuyasha's clawed hand stopped her and she snapped her head to glare at him.
Kagome:
What about trust?
(Betraying my trust for Kikiyo's)
Inuyasha's eyes widened and he shook his head desperately under her cold gaze.
Inuyasha:
you know I never wanted to hurt you
(When I choose to love Kikiyo and hurt Kagome with it…I didn't mean too…)
Kagome merely looked him in the eye so he would have to see her pain.
Kagome:
and what about me?
(My feelings don't matter?)
Inuyasha looked at her with sadness and she shook her head a smirk on her face.
Inuyasha:
What am I supposed to do?
(Send Kikiyo to hell—alone?)
Kagome looked at him blandly, her eyes telling him what he didn't want to hear, and he shook his head. She sighed and turned away
Kagome:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
(I don't wanna leave but it's for my own good, your own good, and Kikiyo's own good.)
Kagome sat on the well as it started to rain and stared into its dark depths.
Inuyasha:
I'll miss you
(I will. Kikiyo can't take the feelings I feel for you away)
Inuyasha tried to pull her away from the well but she glared at him and he dropped his hand helplessly.
Kagome:
so
I've got to move on and be who I am
(Who am I? A high school girl from the future?Or a miko demon hunter from the past?)
Kagome dropped her bow and arrows down by the side of the well.
Inuyasha:
Why do you have to go?
(Why can't you stay?)
Inuyasha stared at the bow and arrows as if he didn't know what they were.
Kagome:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I belong with my family, in the future. But Shippo, Sango, Miroku, and Inuyasha are also my family…)
Inuyasha grabbed them and tried to shove them back into her hands but she simply let them drop to the ground again.
Inuyasha:
I'm trying to understand
(You don't have to leave…)
Inuyasha's eyes pleaded with her but she turned her face to the sky.
Kagome:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
(I have a place in the future as a student. Not a miko risking her life everyday for…for what?)
Inuyasha grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him. She whispered "sit" and Inuyasha fell to the ground.
Inuyasha:
I want you to stay
(You can't leave!)
Kagome stood on the rim of the well and stared at the dark clouds above that reflected her mood.
Kagome:
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
(Who am I?)
The clouds held no good answers for her broken heart.
Inuyasha:
What about us?
(Can she really just leave? Can she leave behind us—her family?)
Inuyasha struggled to his feet and watched her desperately.
Kagome:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I DO belong here…but not without Inuyasha's love… or just Inuyasha in general…)
She finally looked at him and he stumbled back at the hate and pain he saw in her eyes.
Inuyasha:
I'm trying to understand
(Did I shatter her that much?)
Her eyes held the answer to his metal question and she turned back to the well, a small sad smile on her face.
Kagome:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
(I gotta go my own way…)
She jumped into the well, a bright flash of blue light marking her passing.
(sobbing)
I can just see her breaking Inuyasha's heart after he broke hers… but she would never really do it!! But still…nothing is impossible.
Dun dun dun…
But don't worry!! I wanna rip out Kikiyo's spine and beat her with it too!!
AmY & DyLaN