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A/N: This is my first fic, just something that was going on in my head. Hope you like.
It's hard to figure out what you really truly want in life. But once you do, you shouldn't let anything stop you from getting it.
In her head she knew what she wanted. Danny. So why wasn't she going after him? It wasn't that she was afraid, although it didn't help in the matter. It was that she knew he didn't know everything about her, he knew very little about her actually. She had purposely done that. She wanted him to know things about her, but not everything, the important things were safely locked away within her.
She couldn't bare to tell him those things, for fear that he'd back away. Yes, he did some questionable things in his past, but nothing compared to what she was keeping from him. She knew that if he were to find out, he would panic and run away. She didn't want that, but that's what they all did, sooner or later. This time she wasn't going down that road again. Hence, the secrecy.
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He couldn't figure it out. He wanted Lindsay, he thought she wanted him too, but when it came down to it, she pushed him away. He was confused. Why couldn't she let him in? It's not like she couldn't trust him with her secrets, whatever they are. He had a whole past of actions he regretted, yet she still stood by him. He would do the same thing for her. It's not like she could have worse things, and even then, he would stand by her, just as she did.
Even with all that, she still didn't trust him enough to let him in. All he wanted was for her to open up, talk to him. He would understand. He wanted to understand. It scared him that he wanted to know her so much, but he still wanted to know everything about her. Yet here he was trying to figure out why she pushed him away. All he wanted was to be there for her. But she wouldn't let him in. Hence, the confusion.
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