AN: I got this idea from another story I read. The other one's way better, but I thought it would be cool to add PJO characters to the plot. It's different from the other one, but it's the same too... Does that make sense?I'm not expecting anyone to like it... so flames are welcome I guess.

Disclaimer: Don't own PJO.


My Fault

Annabeth's POV

I can't see him with her. I have to end this now. The pain in my heart is taking over my whole body. This… wasn't supposed to happen to me. He deserves to be happy. He deserves to have someone. This is why I can't live anymore.

Pause. Rewind.

2 months earlier

"Annabeth! Percy proposed!" The three words that broke my heart into a billion pieces. I looked up to see Rachel beaming. My hands started to shake. Rachel saw and thought I was shaking from happiness for her. Since I'm her best friend, you think I should be. She's really nice, she has a lot of friends, and she has a good heart. All the things that make me want to be her.

I should've seen this coming. Rachel and Percy have been going out for 6 months now, but I was hoping they would've broken up. I loved Percy since I was 16 and now I'm 22. He gave hints that he felt the same way. Well, I thought they were hints. Just another reason for me being an idiot. Percy and Rachel met each other only 2 years ago, by me. Rachel and I have been friends since college, and Percy used to visit me all the time. I guess that's where things took off for them.

The day she told me they started going out was when I stopped being friends with Percy. Well, that's how it feels like. I still talk to him and listen to everything he says, but it feels like I'm not there. I couldn't even look at him without having tears build up in the corners of my eyes. Every time I see them together my heart breaks all over again. It feels like I'm walking around dead with nothing inside. Heartbreak doesn't compare to what I'm feeling now.

The Wedding- Present Day

I walk in a straight line down the aisle. Step by step until I'm at the front. I see Percy giving me a nervous smile.

I give him a fake smile and stand on the other side. Now is when the bride walks in. The song sounds like nails on a chalkboard to me. Playing over and over again. I see the bride's face, hiding behind the veil.

Rachel is so beautiful. Her red hair was long and straightened down her back. Her dress was pure white, with sequins in the front. Her curves were perfect in all the right places. She has everything that I can never have. She reaches the front of the alter. Percy grabs her hand holds on to it.

I feel tears building up in my eyes.

No. I tell myself. It's her day, she's the bride. Don't let this get to you.

I hear the priest start talking. I can see his lips moving, but I hear no sound. Thoughts swarm through my mind.

You could've stopped this. You could've told him before all of this happened. You made this happen.

I almost fall with the sharp pain in my heart. My legs start shaking.

Rachel's other bridesmaid look at me asking if I'm okay. I say I'm fine and look back at the ceremony, just in time to see the couple kiss. The first kiss as husband and wife. I stay a little after to congratulate the two, but head home as soon as I could. I look at the pills on the table.

My heart starts beating against my chest. It feels like someone is throwing rocks inside my body. The pain is too much to bear that my vision starts to blur. He's gone.

He's gone.

This keeps repeating in my head.

He was never yours.

That's my breaking point.

Pause.


AN: Confusing? Yes. Review? Yes. Remember, this was just another one of my random ideas posted on a document.