Everything About you
I hated Ichigo, I hated everything about him, from the day I met him, before I even knew Ichigo, I hated him so, and it wasn't just the situation he put you in Rukia, or the powers he stole from you, it was the look in your eye when I first saw you after so long, the look that let me know it was a boy.
The feelings, it was how he had corrupted you with human feelings and emotions. It was the way you ran to protect him. It was the way he came after you and fought me. I hated him even more when I saw your facial expression change when you heard his voice.
You yelled at him, called him a fool for coming, told him it was impossible to beat me. But he didn't listen, he totally and utterly ignored you as if what you said didn't matter, he would still fight for you whether death come or not. He truly was a fool, even though I wasn't the one to defeat him, but you cared for that fool and that's what hurt the most that day.
To watch you die a little inside as we left the world of the living. I watched you face death without fear the same way you thought he had. Every time I saw you my hate for him grew a little bit more. I wished death upon him, I wish I had been the one to kill Ichigo that day.
The day he broke into the soul society and I was told of the ryoka's description, I knew it was him he was coming to get you, to save your Rukia, in a way I refused to. So when the day finally came for our fight I asked him why he was there, why had he come for you, that was your chance to live, to run, so why didn't you. Haven't you caused enough trouble . He said to me without hesitation, with Pride in his eyes.
"How could I ever live with myself letting Rukia die like that. She risked her life for me and my family had she not given me her powers we all would have died. So no I refuse to run, to live, I wont have another death on my conscience. She risked her life for me so in return I will risk mine. So now you understand that your only getting in my way, I don't have the time to talk now" and with that he came at me with full force.
He defeated me with something he called Resolve, I understood then and I understand now that you are his Resolve Rukia, his power, his life. The death I wished upon him gone, now that I knew what his intentions were. The hatred I still had for Ichigo died more and more as I watched him struggle to reach Bankai in time for your execution. The hate I had for him died when he saved you.
I hate that he's stubborn, I hate that he annoy's the hell out of me, I hate that he was the one to save you. I hate all those things about strawberry but I don't hate him.