I dont own anythin CSI except the DVDS unfortunately, wish i did though...

She left him 6 months ago, with a letter. She kissed him 6 months ago, for the last time. He had attempted to phone her so many times, yet she rejected his calls. With the help of the CSI team they located her in San Francisco working in a university teaching Physics. 6 months ago when she left him he had fallen apart. She phoned him once in all this time a week after she left to tell him that she was sorry and that she loved him. Grissom had turned into a recluse, even more than he was before he met her. He could not understand how she could have left him; after all they went through together. He risked everything for her, he told Ecklie, he kissed her in front of everyone, he told the team he loved her, what more did she want! He changed himself for her; he opened up his home to her, and for what? Just for her to turn and leave him with a letter and the taste of her on his lips. He wondered why people always leave him. His father and now Sara. He had attempted dates in the past before he was with Sara but the always left him because he was too 'weird' or was made of ice. Sara was the only one who saw through that, she made him want to live; she made him become dependant on her and left. Why was he not worth being with?

After Sara's phone call a week after she left he was unbearable to work with. He no longer went out into the field all he did was consult on something if they needed an expert opinion. His office became is sanctuary, his new home. He moved out of his townhouse and moved into an apartment far away from everything that reminded him of her. He cut her out of his life, or attempted to. He would still wake up at night calling her name or waking up with something hard digging into the bed after he had one of those dreams. He was now drinking on a regular basis, meaning whenever he wasn't working. His team and Brass tried to reach out to him to help him get over her, but what they don't understand is that how do you go back to normal when the one thing he cared about most in the world left him because she was 'tired.' Before Sara he was different, he only cared about his work and being the best he could be there and nothing else mattered, but she changed him and now he cared about people, but as soon as she left the walls she tore down were rebuilding bigger than before. Catherine didn't think anyone would be able to get through to him now, she had damaged him so much and Catherine hoped that Sara left him for an amazing reason and she hoped that she realized that she broke the man with the steel heart and that Catherine hopes that it was worth it and she will never forgive her for what she did to her best friend.

A case came in involving a child that was found raped and torture out in the desert. The Sheriff was involved since it was all over the news and was demanding the Grissom and Catherine take the case because of this.

"Come on Gil, we have to this case, so stop mopping and get off your butt and help me for once. We need you the most right now and I am not going to let you sit on the side lines any longer, come on!"

"I said no Catherine, what can't you understand about that! I don't want to help on a case no matter how high profile it is." – He shouted.

"Well what is the point of you even being here then, Gil? Retire, leave, go find Sara and let me be supervisor! You're such a pig head!"

"Don't mention her to me I don't want to hear her name…" – he could not finish his sentence before the Sheriff came into his office.

"Grissom here are the case notes, the Mayor is so happy you are dealing with this case, so are the parents of the little girl." – He said as he left Grissom office.

"Why didn't you tell me it was a kid, Catherine? Come on lets go." – he huffed in defeat.

Catherine smiled to herself as they left, she was glad to be working with him again, she missed it more than he could know and she just hoped he would be as good as he used to be.