Childhood Dreams
I can't remember,
The little girl I used to be,
I saw her on a video once,
And she was cheering for me,
She is right here with me,
She is my shadow,
But I can't remember her,
Sometimes I wonder,
What she wanted to be,
Maybe a doctor,
Or a police officer,
What did she want to be?
She seems so happy,
So full of joy,
She cheers for me with all her heart,
But it doesn't reach me,
Because I have lost her,
I can't remember,
Who was she?
Why was she so happy?
And what was I supposed to be?
A dog trainer?
An artist?
Who was I meant to be?
What did she want me to be?
I have lost it all,
I can't remember her,
I want to know,
What am I supposed to be?
Did I make her happy?
Is she happy with me?
That's all I want to know,
Did I do the right thing?
Did I become what she wanted me to be?
Did I fulfill her childhood dreams?