The final battle was just won by Harry and the celebrations have been going strong since then. While everyone is in the Great Hall celebrating, I am lying here in my dormitory thinking and reminising about my life to this point in time and what it would be like in the future.

As i sit here i wonder, is this the life for me? What would my life have been like if i stayed living life like a muggle? I knew I was different since as long as i can remember but no matter what has happened in this life and how much i care for the people i gotten close with, is this really the life for me?

I never really had many friends growing up, I mean I wasn't a loser or anything but i didn't have too many friends, I could only count the true friends I had on one hand. The rest only wanted to be my friends because I was smart and they thought I had no life so I could do there homework for them. I don't really stay in contact with the few friends I had those few years ago because I couldn't really stay in contact with them because of were I am, but I do miss them because they understood me.

When I got accepted here I thought I will get a new chance at life. I would get to start over again, somewhere i wasn't known for how smart I was but just as me. That didn't stay that way for long because before I knew it everyone knew me as the brains and the bookworm of the school and the brains of the golden trio. But atleast I have 3 best friends, Harry Potter, Ronald Weasley and Ginny Weasley. Also the Weasley family has become a big part of my life, getting to know them has been one of the highlights of my life, I finally feel accepted. Also I probably wouldn't have gotten far without my mentor and head of Griffindor house and newly appointed headmistress of Hogwarts, Professor Minerva McGonagall.

My parents haven't been to excited about me coming to Hogwarts, and when i hardly came home in the summer holidays because i went to the Weasley household, they were even more backed off about the thought of me being a witch, I know they love me, they always will because i am on of their children. Did i mention that i have an older brother and a younger sister? Well I do but they are both muggles as well as my parents, so I even felt like an outsider in my own family.

I should also point out that Ron Weasley and I have been dating since the end of the battle, it may seem as a shock as to why he isn't here with me to leave the newly rekindled relationship of Ginny Weasley and Harry Potter while everyone else parties, but i just needed time to think.

I am so glad we finally decided to become a couple, because I have had a crush on him since the Yule ball in fourth year, I was hoping he would have invited me to the yule ball but when he didn't I greatfully agreed to go with Viktor Krum and then when I was asked by Ron it was too late, I couldn't just turn down a world famous Quidditch player, even though he could get anyone he wanted.