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danisnotonfire

AmazingPhil

BEFORE YOU READ THIS FIC.

Or else you will be confuzzled. .-.

Warning: YAOI! Which means MalexMale, or gay romance. So you, homophobe in the corner! GET OUT! And for the rest of you, that are as obsessed as I am with this beautiful shtuff… you can stay and drool. X3

A/N: MY BEAUTIFUL TITLE IS BEAUTIFUL LOL. And I suck at writing, btw. Like, I am REALLY awful at writing stories. If, somehow, even one person likes this… I think I'll cry of happiness and die. CRITIQUES ARE WELCOME! Really, I'm awful. Soooo… Enjoy! :3 Made out of my love for these people and this pairing!

Disclaimer: All I own is some Shounen Jump magazines and $15, (I am young after all…) so obviously, I don't own actual people. Or AmazingPhil or danisnotonfire, and I am in no way associated with the people who have these YouTube channels (except for the fact that I am subscribed to them).

ITSH VERY OOC. This came out of my twisted brain. RATED T FOR LANGUAGE AND OTHER SHTUFF. XD (not that anyone pays attention to the age warning anyway… X3)

Key:

(A/N and extra random thoughts from characters .-.)

=flashbacks=

'thoughts'

"speaking"

Emphasis

Everything else

Prologue

"So, guys, that's it. I hope you can forgive me. There probably won't be any more videos up for a while. And, Phil… When you see this… I'll already be a long ways away. So you don't have to see or talk to me again." Dan turned off his camera and sighed. He uploaded it, then, for the first time in a very long time, he signed out. He then grabbed his bag, and with a wistful sigh and a final look around the memory-filled room, he walked out of the apartment.

Phil woke that morning at 7 o'clock, which was quite early for him. The reason, most likely, for waking up this early was that something felt… off. He ignored the feeling and decided to have a bowl of the ultimate cereal (aka shreddies and frosted mini wheats). He ate his wonderful amazing-marvelous cereal and sighed. He was very… bored. And something still felt off. He decided to wake up Dan and investigate. He walked over to Dan's room and knocked. No reply. He rapped on the door again and still no reply.

"Dan, can I come in?" that was weird… still no reply. He tried the door handle to see that it was unlocked, and walked in. No Dan. Now that was weird. Dan was never up this early. Especially on weekends. And it was Saturday! 'He's probably just gone for a morning walk…' He thought to himself, trying hard to believe it. He wanted to get his mind off it, so he went to the one resource that made worries and time disappear. He went to YouTube. As the computer started up, he looked around. It seemed somehow emptier, even though he had been in the apartment without Dan before. When his computer started up he went straight to Google chrome and went on YouTube. He immediately saw a new video, by danisnotonfire, uploaded at… 3 A.M.?! he clicked on the video, slightly worried.

"Hello Internet," said Dan's voice, his usual greeting, but with a more… serious (if you could call it that) tone than usual. "I have something to tell you." Dan's face on screen was deathly serious. Now Phil was definitely worried. Dan took a deep breath and said…

"I-I'm leaving for a while, guys. I've just come to terms with something I can't quite wrap my head around yet." He forced a smile and a small, fake laugh. "It's kind of amazing, really, and very ironic. "I really like… maybe even l-love… someone… someone that I probably shouldn't be in love with…" You could see the blush on his face, an adorable pink covering his nose and the tips of his ears. 'Whoa, adorable? Sure, I guess Dan's cute, for a guy, but adorable? Really?' Phil shook his head and kept watching the video. "-guess you're wondering who it is I like this much, ne? Well, my danosaurs and phangirls," You could tell he was trying hard to be funny in this situation… "I-I like Phil. A lot."

Phil sat there, mouth agape, dumbfounded, and watched the rest of the video without really listening. Dan was apologizing multiple times and saying "I won't be making anymore videos for a while I guess…" and things like that. He was stunned, to say the least. Not disgusted or angry, just… stunned. Never did he think this would happen. 'Dan likes me… the phangirls must be going nuts…' He thought with a dry humor. He heard his name come out of the computer and he started listening again. "Wait…" he said out loud. "'Far away'? Where's he going?!" He went through the video to find a clue of where, to no avail. "What the hell…? Goddamnit, Dan!" He yelled to himself. He held his head in his hands, utterly confused about the whole thing. "What the hell is happening…?"

HEERRRRROOOO!

I'M SORRY THE FIRST CHAPPY IS SORTA SHORT! And this is my first fanfiction! I am putting it up on deviantart as well as , so EVERYONE CAN READ IT YAY! XD

Deviantart: IF YOU COMMENT I WILL GIVE YOU AN INVISIBLE NEKED DAN RIDING A LLAMA.

Fanfiction: If you r&r you get the same as deviantart, as well as cookie and I will keep writing the story!