Title: Of Flowers and Fallen Stars
By: Trueblood
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine because if it was Draco Malfoy would not act like a little girl all the time.
Warning: Het! Ahhh…Oh and some Slashy!
Pairings: Lily/James, James/Sirius (one sided?), Remus/Sirius (Mentioned)

A/N: Inspired by the onslaught of JP/SB stories that I have been reading. It's not that good but what the hell.

We're both with separate people, but Sirius can still feel the painful stinging attraction that he has had for James since the day they met. Obviously at eleven he didn't realize his infatuation with the boy, but it's always been there.

It's the feeling he gets every time they are in the same room together. The hairs on his arms prick up and his stomach begins to churn. God, forbid anyone else is in the room because surely they can see the difference from his usually cool persona. He's sure that Remus has noticed, but he has never commented.

He had never realized that he was in love with his best friend until James had started to actually date Lily Evans. Yes, Prongs was always running after her like an obsessed stalker, but Sirius never saw them actually together. James had run into their dorm and he was so excited and it hit me. I loved him, however, I kept it hidden I mean James had been chasing her for over five years now. Why should I ruin his happiness? Besides, how long could it possibly last?

I had always thought that after Hogwarts ended the Marauders would all just live together and continue to be our immature (excluding Moony) and mischievous selves. Still I harbored hope that My Prongs would come back to me, crying about how Lils broke up with him and I would be there and everything would be right.

It never truly hit me until the wedding. Oh no, I was fine helping pick out decorations and things for the wedding because I felt that Jamie would come to his senses and be with me.

During the wedding I just acted like my usual carefree jovial self and smiled like it was Christmas. However by the time I heard James say, "I do", you could have knocked me over with a feather I was so shocked. Because I never would have thought he would actually marry her. That night after the wedding Remus came to comfort me and I know I took advantage of him, but honestly I don't think he minds. If he does he has never said anything.

I guess I understand James's decision. I mean why would you want a fallen star when you could have a beautiful flower?

A/N: I would choose Sirius I don't know about all of you.

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