chapter 1:

the recycle bin

The vast darkness looked impossible to overcome. If I could, I would hug my knees to my chest, and cry. I can't see where they are; I can't feel them.

Whenever I try to blink, or open my eyes, an error message runs through my head.

'ERROR, INCOMPLETE ACTION'

I've been getting that since I can remember.

My memories are very vague. It's like I have traveled into a distant memory, or a place where I can't do anything. I can only think, I can't move, or walk around.

Only, I don't know how to think, or what to think about. Whenever it comes up, whenever I try to remember my old life with my blue tails-

'ERROR INSUFFICIENT SPACE'

BEEP-BEEP-BEEP-

Likewise, I don't even want to remember. I don't want to think about it.

The beeping will just get louder like last time, and turn into ringing.

I WANT TO LOOK UP!

My wires cringed, and I could feel my eyes moving at last. I tried blinking them open, and I could see a slit of light.

"Do you think she is awake?" What? Who's there!

I opened my eyes more, and a question rang through my head. What makes now different from last moments? In my eyes the bright light grew bigger, but that voice came from nowhere. Where did it come from?

I could feel something, something, vibrational. What's happening? I felt like screaming. "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!" My voice brought up a screeching echo that made me shiver. Was that really me?

I started feeling something beneath me. A brown color was below me. What is this? It felt solid then I saw something I didn't see in a while. There were two black boots beneath a black and turqouise skirt. I smiled at the site of the familiarity. I began seeing a message in my eyes then.

REDOWNLOADING

What? I could see shrivels of myself then. "EH?" I squinted at my voice that sounded like mechanical nails. I got a flashback then, disappearing into the blackness, being thrown into that darkness of a void. But how can I remember? How can it be happening now?

As if my last question was answered, I heard a man yell. "What are you doing?!" His voice sounded frightful. Why was he scared? "RIN! LEN! DON'T!" Rin? Len?

I could see two blurry figures infront of me, and they were sitting infront of a desktop. "Rin?" The voice was mine, but I didn't recognise it. Did I say it?

"Oh no!" The man's voice sounded, but I didn't see him. Was he behind me? I attempted to turn around, and there he was. Brown hair, and all... But I couldn't grasp on where I had seen him.

Then I saw my arm, and I was happy. I finally noticed what was happening. I was coming out of the black void, and into reality again.

My wishes were finally granted.