Umm, I was really fighting with myself whether to post this or not. But hey, it's a fic… so yeah… umm this fic can be read in at least two ways so 'm just gonna leave it to you to decide which way you're gonna read it! Okay. Umm if you review I would love to hear which way you... umm... read this.

I own nothing. 'm sorry about any grammar/spelling mistakes.

Enjoy…

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"Tell me!!"

Sam yells and bangs his hand on the dust covered table, sending dust particles flying all over the room.

"Sam? Son?"

If Bobby's eyes are wide and bright, Sam doesn't notice. The only thing that's in Sam's head is: 'my brother's gone.'

"Where. Is. Dean?"

He is scared, hurt and pissed off.

"Sam…"

If there is fear in Bobby's voice, Sam doesn't notice.

"Go do your," he waves his hand around in the air, "stick on a map thing and tell me where he is."

"Son…"

If there is pain in Bobby's voice, Sam doesn't notice.

"Tell me, Bobby!"

He yells and a book falls of a shelf, opening somewhere in the middle.

"I uh… Sam, why dontcha…"

If there is slight hesitation in Bobby's voice, Sam doesn't notice.

"'m wasting my time."

He turns around and walks away, making one scroll of paper fall off Bobby's table.

"Sam, boy…"

If there is anything in Bobby's voice, Sam can't tell.

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He takes the bus to Missouri, because when Dean disappeared, he took the Impala with him. The son of a bitch.

He sits in the back of the bus, cramped between seats, his legs hurting. He really wishes he had hotwired a car instead of doing this ride from hell. But… the bus was just there.

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Missouri is… kind as always when she sits down behind her table, the smell of apple pie so sweet in the air, it makes Sam's head spin.

"Where is my brother? I know you know something."

There is sadness in Missouri's eyes and that… Sam notices that.

"You're dead, Sam."

Her voice is gentle, but the words are razor sharp.

"Sam? Sweetie? You hear me? Sam?"

Sam sees stars flashing before his eyes. And then he sees Dean.

"Sammy."

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The End.

So you see… there are at least two ways you can read this… as a death fic OR not a death fic. Why not a death fic? giggles think!