Title: Does He Still Love Me?
Author: Kristina Q.
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, but if they did, I sure as hell wouldn't complain giggles
Warning: This fic contains profanity and slash.
Distribution: Anywhere you want as long as you ask me.
Couple: Jesse James/Billy Gunn.
Rating: PG-13.
Spoiler: 31st July 2003.
Notes: Special thanks to Slashlover of for helping me getting inspiration for this fic.
Jesse came in the door. He had just been at an NWA:TNA show, and it was late, so he was a little exhausted. He closed the door behind him and took off his jacket and dropped it on the floor accompanied with his duffel bag.
He was glad he was finally home again. Billy was supposed to have called this morning, but he hadn't called when Jesse left. He must have called now. He went into the living room to the phone and pressed a button on it.
A frown appeared on his face when he realized that he had received no new voice messages. Not even from Billy. But he had promised to call today. Jesse had been looking forward to hear Billy's voice. Been expecting to hear the only voice that could drive him wild! But there was nothing.
Jesse couldn't help but feel unbelievably disappointed. He was wondering why Billy hadn't called him. He had promised to!
Jesse hadn't seen Billy for weeks. He was missing him terribly. Before he was fired from the WWE, he and Billy had been together almost every single day. Ever since the day he was fired he had felt as if their relationship was beginning to fall apart.
They were still a couple. Lovers. Well sort of. Jesse still loved Billy and he was sure that Billy loved him in return, but these past couple of months had been torturing. Weeks had passed by between the times they were together.
And now that bitch, Torrie Wilson, was accompanying Billy. Billy had assured him that there was nothing between him and Torrie. They were only friends, but Jesse was not so sure any longer.
"Relax... Why would he be fooling around with her...? Look at her! With her fake boobs and all that. Plus she's seeing Kidman for fucks sake!" Jesse told himself trying to convince himself that nothing was wrong.
Billy loved him. He should know that by now. They had been together for the past six years. And they had even managed to keep it as a secret. No one knew about them. Except for Hunter and Sean of course, but they had promised never to tell anyone about them, and he trusted them.
Jesse sat down on the couch and grabbed the remote for the television and turned it on. SmackDown! was on tonight. The show had already begun, but he wanted to watch the last part of it anyway.
Hoping to get a glimpse of Billy. If he couldn't be with him then he would have to settle with watching him on TV.
In last weeks episode of SmackDown! Billy had lost a match against Jamie Noble. Noble, that stupid little fucker, with his ugly girl Nidia. God, she was bigger than Noble was!
Fuck them. Billy could easily have won the match. Why he didn't was a question Jesse was unable to answer.
Noble won the right to sleep with Torrie. Jesse was desperately hoping that it would mean the end of Billy and Torrie. Jesse couldn't help but feel terribly jealous. It should be him all over Billy, groping his hot ass. Not Torrie!
He sat back in the couch watching the screen eagerly waiting to see Billy, still holding the remote in his hand.
"What the fuck...?" But when Billy was shown on the screen Jesse was more surprised than he was happy. Billy was lying in a bed! Naked! Together with Torrie Wilson, Jamie Noble and Nidia!
Jesse shook on his head as his jaw dropped. It couldn't be true. He couldn't believe what he had just seen. Had his beloved Billy cheated on him? The man he loved the most on this planet? The only man who had ever loved him?
Jesse could feel his breathing become heavier. Tears pricked in his eyes. He closed his eyes and hoped for it all to go away. He opened his eyes again, but it was still there. A stray tear escaped from his eye and slowly trickled down his rosy cheek. He raised his hand and angrily wiped it away.
His grip around the remote tightened and he cautiously moved his thumb over the black plastic to the off button and pushed it down.
For a brief moment the entire world seemed as it was frozen. Time stood still. Nothing moved. Even Jesse was not moving. Not breathing. The only sign of him still being alive was his heart that was beating deep in his chest.
He clenched his free hand. And suddenly, out of the blue, he threw the remote against the wall with all the strength he had. A loud crashing noise traveled through the silenced room as the remote shattered against the wall and fell to the floor.
Falling to his knees as he buried his face in his hands, Jesse was crying and sobbing uncontrollably. That bastard! Fucking bastard! Billy had been sleeping with all three of them.
Little droplets of tears soaked the carpeted floor underneath him as they fell from his reddened eyes. His breathing had become hiccupping.
The phone rang abruptly, but Jesse didn't seem to react even though he had heard it. He was still crying, but his sobs were beginning to die out.
Another rang, and Jesse now gazed up at the phone. Another tear trickled from his eye.
One more time the phone rang and this time the answering machine answered the call.
"Hi Jesse. It's me Billy. I am coming by this Thursday. I hope it's alright with you. It's the only day I've got off, so I hope you'll be home. I really miss you. I am sorry for not calling you earlier, but I've just been so busy with SmackDown! and all that. Anyway... I love you and I can't wait to see you again! Bye..."
Jesse had stopped crying now. He was no longer sad. He was angry. Thursday. Two days until Thursday. Would he be able to look into Billy's bright eyes without breaking down and cry?
Jesse's heart was racing. Guess there was only one way to find out. Wait until Thursday. If he could survive the waiting...
The End #######
Author: Kristina Q.
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, but if they did, I sure as hell wouldn't complain giggles
Warning: This fic contains profanity and slash.
Distribution: Anywhere you want as long as you ask me.
Couple: Jesse James/Billy Gunn.
Rating: PG-13.
Spoiler: 31st July 2003.
Notes: Special thanks to Slashlover of for helping me getting inspiration for this fic.
Jesse came in the door. He had just been at an NWA:TNA show, and it was late, so he was a little exhausted. He closed the door behind him and took off his jacket and dropped it on the floor accompanied with his duffel bag.
He was glad he was finally home again. Billy was supposed to have called this morning, but he hadn't called when Jesse left. He must have called now. He went into the living room to the phone and pressed a button on it.
A frown appeared on his face when he realized that he had received no new voice messages. Not even from Billy. But he had promised to call today. Jesse had been looking forward to hear Billy's voice. Been expecting to hear the only voice that could drive him wild! But there was nothing.
Jesse couldn't help but feel unbelievably disappointed. He was wondering why Billy hadn't called him. He had promised to!
Jesse hadn't seen Billy for weeks. He was missing him terribly. Before he was fired from the WWE, he and Billy had been together almost every single day. Ever since the day he was fired he had felt as if their relationship was beginning to fall apart.
They were still a couple. Lovers. Well sort of. Jesse still loved Billy and he was sure that Billy loved him in return, but these past couple of months had been torturing. Weeks had passed by between the times they were together.
And now that bitch, Torrie Wilson, was accompanying Billy. Billy had assured him that there was nothing between him and Torrie. They were only friends, but Jesse was not so sure any longer.
"Relax... Why would he be fooling around with her...? Look at her! With her fake boobs and all that. Plus she's seeing Kidman for fucks sake!" Jesse told himself trying to convince himself that nothing was wrong.
Billy loved him. He should know that by now. They had been together for the past six years. And they had even managed to keep it as a secret. No one knew about them. Except for Hunter and Sean of course, but they had promised never to tell anyone about them, and he trusted them.
Jesse sat down on the couch and grabbed the remote for the television and turned it on. SmackDown! was on tonight. The show had already begun, but he wanted to watch the last part of it anyway.
Hoping to get a glimpse of Billy. If he couldn't be with him then he would have to settle with watching him on TV.
In last weeks episode of SmackDown! Billy had lost a match against Jamie Noble. Noble, that stupid little fucker, with his ugly girl Nidia. God, she was bigger than Noble was!
Fuck them. Billy could easily have won the match. Why he didn't was a question Jesse was unable to answer.
Noble won the right to sleep with Torrie. Jesse was desperately hoping that it would mean the end of Billy and Torrie. Jesse couldn't help but feel terribly jealous. It should be him all over Billy, groping his hot ass. Not Torrie!
He sat back in the couch watching the screen eagerly waiting to see Billy, still holding the remote in his hand.
"What the fuck...?" But when Billy was shown on the screen Jesse was more surprised than he was happy. Billy was lying in a bed! Naked! Together with Torrie Wilson, Jamie Noble and Nidia!
Jesse shook on his head as his jaw dropped. It couldn't be true. He couldn't believe what he had just seen. Had his beloved Billy cheated on him? The man he loved the most on this planet? The only man who had ever loved him?
Jesse could feel his breathing become heavier. Tears pricked in his eyes. He closed his eyes and hoped for it all to go away. He opened his eyes again, but it was still there. A stray tear escaped from his eye and slowly trickled down his rosy cheek. He raised his hand and angrily wiped it away.
His grip around the remote tightened and he cautiously moved his thumb over the black plastic to the off button and pushed it down.
For a brief moment the entire world seemed as it was frozen. Time stood still. Nothing moved. Even Jesse was not moving. Not breathing. The only sign of him still being alive was his heart that was beating deep in his chest.
He clenched his free hand. And suddenly, out of the blue, he threw the remote against the wall with all the strength he had. A loud crashing noise traveled through the silenced room as the remote shattered against the wall and fell to the floor.
Falling to his knees as he buried his face in his hands, Jesse was crying and sobbing uncontrollably. That bastard! Fucking bastard! Billy had been sleeping with all three of them.
Little droplets of tears soaked the carpeted floor underneath him as they fell from his reddened eyes. His breathing had become hiccupping.
The phone rang abruptly, but Jesse didn't seem to react even though he had heard it. He was still crying, but his sobs were beginning to die out.
Another rang, and Jesse now gazed up at the phone. Another tear trickled from his eye.
One more time the phone rang and this time the answering machine answered the call.
"Hi Jesse. It's me Billy. I am coming by this Thursday. I hope it's alright with you. It's the only day I've got off, so I hope you'll be home. I really miss you. I am sorry for not calling you earlier, but I've just been so busy with SmackDown! and all that. Anyway... I love you and I can't wait to see you again! Bye..."
Jesse had stopped crying now. He was no longer sad. He was angry. Thursday. Two days until Thursday. Would he be able to look into Billy's bright eyes without breaking down and cry?
Jesse's heart was racing. Guess there was only one way to find out. Wait until Thursday. If he could survive the waiting...
The End #######