I Look to Myself

By Dark Disturbed One

I lie here in dark despair

Wondering who will take me

Away from here

To someplace better

Someplace brighter

Someplace more than suffering

As I look around the corner

I see him walking towards me

Same little smile that was there before

Same little hint of jealousy

Lingering on his lips

As if to say

"I hate you"

It never comer though

He just passes

And says "hello"

Someone, anyone

Please, oh, please

Take me away from here

Away from my reflection

Away from my fear

My enemy