Title: In Moments
Pairing: Rei X Jadeite for thybittersoul
Summary: Nothing breaks through the haze of desire. Rei X Jadeite
Author Notes: I love this pairing! I wanted to write a fic without any sections or different parts. This is the result, I know rather short. If you want a story written for you please see profile. Word Count: 436
Next Request: Sailor Moon- ChibiUsa/ Helios
In Moments
They do not braze around conversations as they once did, and when they do it is forever forgotten never to be touched again. Instead they try to fill the gaping wounds far too old to remember what makes them hurt.
She never screams out but her mouth forms a silent "o". He doesn't mind, he likes her silence. Their moments are only filled with the feel of each other and the mute grunts, moans, and pants of breaths.
When she touches him everything clicks back into place there is no blurred line between reality and memory. No Beryl, no murder, no betrayal. She is real, this is real. Her fingers are like a frantic fire burning away every impurity violently.
As he falls into her, unbeknownst completes her, his mind is evolved only in the feel of her, throws everything into the present moment.
Nothing breaks through the haze of desire. Not the hurt and betrayal she has felt nor the loneliness and guilt that haunts him.
And so he continues. He presses down her shoulders slinks his lips down her neck, tastes her heat, wants to swallows her whole. She wraps her legs around his waist drawing him into her. She feels as if she will burst, and she likes it because it has been so-so-long since she has felt this way. Jadeite gets caught up, wants to live inside her where nothing has changed and everything is the way it was before the Earth-Moon war.
And so she continues. She lapses into greed. She needs him, although she hates to admit. She knows he means to show her his love. The love she lost, the love that made her hallow.
When it is over she never lets him hold her. She isn't ready yet. Instead she dresses keeping her eyes trained on him, just in case, she thinks.
"Do you forgive me yet?" he asks just like he always does.
Rei smiles because she almost does, hate is too heavy an emotion for the Martian priestess to bare for so long.
"What comes after?" she asks.
Jadeite blinks expecting her to leave without a word as she usually did. Nevertheless he understands her silent question, If I do forgive you what comes after for us?
He looks up, rises, and cups her face. His lips so tantalizingly close to her own, "After," he licks her bottom lip horizontally, "there is no after."
-let's live in this moment-
And moments were all she really had because although she might be forgiving the life of a senshi was not.
Rei grips his open heart and agrees.
