Sitting down at her computer in her North Carolina dorm as her girlfriend slept peacefully in their room, Brooke began typing.
She shares everything with me, she's an open book, she does what she wants and doesn't care what other people think about her…I envy her for that. I on the other hand have more secrets than even a magician. I know everything about her, simply from that she has 2 cats ones name is salt the other pepper, to the fact that she's a fucking genius and was able to get a full ride here on a scholarship. Yet I can't seem to let her in as easily as she does with me. She doesn't know much about my family and friends, or pretty much everything that happened before she came into my life. I have shared a few things about my brother and living in Wichita, but not much. She even knows the only reason I wanted to go to UNC was for soccer and that Idolize Mia Hamm and Heather O'Reilly like no other. I try to open up I really do, but it's really hard for me. At first she seemed fine with everything, I think she liked that I was a big mystery to her. Lately though I feel like all I do is hurt her...Haley knows the person I've come to be...but what if
"Brooke?" yawned Haley walking out of the bedroom causing Brooke to stop typing and turn to face her
"Ugh yeah." stuttered Brooke as she quickly hit save and shut her computer
"What were you doing.?"
"Just looking over my essay." answered Brooke lying through her teeth as she made her way towards Haley
Wrapping her arms around Brooke's waist "Come to bed."
Turning back towards the direction of her laptop "Yeah I just have to finish this."
"No Brooke, I mean come to bed now." whispered Haley tugging at Brooke's North
Carolina Women's soccer hoody, "I have a slight thing for soccer girls." whispered Haley seductively in Brooke's ear knowing just what that does to her
"Haley…"
"Stop with the talking Brooke." begged Haley as she pulled Brooke down onto the bed and began leaving a trail of kisses up her neck, "As much as I love you in this hoody I really think it needs to go."
"Agreed." mumbled Brooke as Haley started pulling it over her head
"I love you Brooke." whispered Haley after she finally succeeded in removing Brooke's sweatshirt
"Haley…" murmured Brooke as she pulled away, "We need to stop."
"Not again." grumbled Haley as she rolled over
"I just..." began Brooke as she sat up and began putting her hoody back on, "I'm sorry."
"I know Brooke you keep saying that." said Haley as she got up and made her way to her closet
"What are you doing?"
"I'm getting a blanket." answered Haley turning back towards Brooke, "I'm going to sleep on the couch."
"Haley…don't do that." begged Brooke practically jumping off the bed and running to her
"Come on Brooke you obviously don't want to be near me anymore."
"What are you talking about Haley…of course I do."
"Damn it Brooke I'm talking about how for the last few weeks you go to bed with me and then I wake up to find you gone."
"Haley."
"Or what about the fact that for the last two weeks every time I try to get close to you, you stop me!"
"I just…"
"Do you not love me anymore Brooke?"