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Summary: Manny has been keeping a secret from Jay for the past year and half since they broke up in "Ladies Night" that could change his life forever. Will she tell him or will someone else? Meanwhile, Emma has a decision to make when someone returns from the army. This is my first fan fiction!!! R&R!!!!
Do secrets stay secret?
Flashback
(Two months after Jay and Manny broke up in Ladies Night)
"Manny, are u ok? You have been in the bathroom for the past 30 minutes. Open up now!!!!!!!!" Emma yelled as she banged on the bathroom door.
Manny got up for the floor where she has been throwing up for the past 15 minutes and open the door slowly. "Omg Manny, have u been throwing up this whole time? What have you been eating?" Emma said nervously. Manny went back to the toilet and threw up again. Emma helped her and they sat on the floor together side by side.
"I been like this for the past weeks. I don't know what it is."Manny said sadly. "Maybe you should go see a doctor Manny." Manny sighed, "Yeah you're right. I will go tomorrow." They just there side by side wondering what could be wrong. Minutes passed and thoughts were racing in their minds. Emma just stared at her best friend as she wondering. She just said she been throwing up for the past weeks. She has been eating some foods that she normally doesn't eat. O, no can she be? She cannot be pregnant again. Manny notice that Emma was staring at her with a scared look on her face. "Em, what's wrong?" Manny was scared about what Emma was going to say.
Emma looked in to Manny's eyes and nervously asked, "Manny, when was the last time you had your period?" Manny just looked at Emma as if she was crazy. Why is she asking this? I probably just have a stomach virus or something. Manny never consider the fact that she might be pregnant. Omg when was the last time I have my period? O no three months ago. This is cannot be happen again. I cannot be pregnant again. What am I going to do?
"Manny, Manny, Manny!!!!!! Earth to Manny!!!!!!!" Emma yelled. Bring back Manny from her thoughts that were going crazy in her mind.
Manny look at Emma with a scared looked and said nervously, "Em, I have not had my period in three months. What am I going to do? I cannot be a mom. There goes my whole acting career. I won't be able to…." Manny was talking so fast. Emma decided to stop her so she puts her hands up and then one on Manny's shoulder. "Manny, calm down!!! We are not even sure if you are pregnant. Why don't we just go to the drug store and buy you a pregnant test? Then we go from there."
"You right. Thank you Emma! I couldn't do this by myself." Manny was truly grateful that she had a best friend like Emma to be there when she need someone so badly. Someone to calm her down before she had a panic attack.
Emma help Manny get up from the bathroom floor and they change and got ready to go to the drug store. Thirty minutes later, Manny was already peeing on the stick while Emma waited impatiently outside the bathroom door, pacing back and forth.
Manny sat there wondering what she was going to do if she was pregnant. If she was indeed pregnant she was going to keep the baby. She didn't want to go through the same thing again. She looked down at the stick waiting for the verdict. She waited for those three minutes to pass by but they felt like 3 hours as she waited for the decision that could change her life.
As the bathroom door opens, Emma turns to see Manny's stone cold face as if she had just seen a ghost. Her eyes getting watery by the seconds. Just the look on her face, Emma knew what the verdict was but she still asked "So what is the verdict?"
"Em, I'm pregnant. What am I going to do?" Manny said with tears running down her cheek. Emma hugged her and they both sat on the bed in Emma's room. Emma didn't know what to say. She was almost pregnant a couple months ago but luckily she wasn't. So she didn't know how Manny felt.
"Manny, you are not going to like what I am going to say but you need to go talk to Jay and tell him that he is going to be a father." After the whole ring drama, Manny didn't want anything to do with him. She had cried for three weeks after they broke up wondering why every men she had been with had to hurt her. She didn't even want to hear the name Jay because it would only make her cry and feel the pain in her heart again from the breakup. He was the one for her. The one that she wanted to be with for the rest of her life. She didn't love Craig, the same way she love Jay. She still cared for Jay but she couldn't trust him.
As soon as she heard the name Jay come out from Emma's mouth, her tears start pouring down her cheeks. Jay! How am I going to tell him? If I thought I was not ready to be a parent he worst off then me. He even told me how he wanted us to wait until we had been marry for a of couple years to even consider having kids. Great how am I going to tell him! How am I going to get over him now that he has to be part of my life again? Why did this have to happen to me!!!!!
"Em, I am not sure if I want to tell him."Manny said quietly.
"I know you two are not together but he has a right to know that he is going to be a father, Manny!"
"He told me didn't want children anytime in the near future. How do you think he is going to handle it? He is not going to want to help me with our child." Manny said as her tears continue to fall.
" Manny, how do you know he is not going to help you? He still loves you even though you two are not together." Emma said trying to calm her down.
Manny sat there listen to Emma going on about how she need to tell him. She right I have to tell him that he is going to be a father. But we cannot be together as a couple. I am going to talk for my baby not for us. "Fine, Em I will tell him? I thought you didn't like Jay?
"Manny, I saw how happy he made you when you two were together. So I decide to see if we could be friends and we are sort of are. But he has a right to know." Emma tried to explain it to her. Manny got off the bed and walk to the door. "Wish me good luck." Manny turn around with a half hearted smile toward Emma. "Don't worry Manny. Everything will be alright!" Emma smile at her.
"Yeah right. What world do you live in?" Manny said under her breath. As she drove to Jay's apartment she was trying to figure out how she was going to tell him. It was not going to be pretty.
(Two hours later, Manny return to Emma's house with tears falling down her cheeks)
"Manny, what is wrong? Why are you crying? What did he say?" Emma hugged her as she walked inside and went straight to Emma's room. They both sat on the bed silently. Emma continued to hug her wondering what had happen with Jay. Emma felt useless. She didn't know what to do or say to make her stop crying.
Finally Manny said weakly, "I didn't tell him because…" Her tears continue to fall but this is time faster.
"Why????" Emma asked nervously.
Why did she not tell him? Will she tell him? Come back and find out!!!!!!!
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