Roxas panted as he ran, not looking back as his black sneakers pounded against the soaking wet pavement. Was that the rain sliding down his face? He couldn't tell anymore…

No. He couldn't think. Just run.

As he bolted down the sidewalk, he held in that choked sob that he so badly wanted to give, vision blurring a bit. The only thing that ran through his mind was whywhywhy? Why did this happen? Why couldn't he have seen it before?

Where was he going to go now?

Soaking wet from the now pouring rain, the blond staggered and his balance was lost. His body smashed against the cold pavement and he gave a pained grunt, twitching slightly as pain sparked for a moment before it was gone. He didn't know what he was doing anymore. Just running away from the madness.

Away from it all.

Darkened sapphire eyes slid shut and he gave a defeated sigh. He didn't want to get up… he didn't want to be there anymore. Roxas was tired, so tired… and he was finished. He had reached a dead end without that guardian angel he had hoped for.

The question was what now?

Taking a sharp breath, the blond curled in on himself lightly, not caring that his t-shirt and jeans were soaked to the point where they were just dead weights. Tears slowly found their way from the corners of his eyes, cascading down his cheeks in small rivulets. Why…

Why wouldn't they leave him alone?

These games… they were screwing his emotions over…

/Maybe it would be better if I never had emotions…/

The pain… it hurt. It wasn't a physical pain either.

Backstabbing was a bitch.

The teen lay there on the stone gray sidewalk, eyes cracking open slightly as he lay on his side and shivered lightly. His gaze found nothing, broken sapphire listless. Tired… he was just tired…

It was a nightmare… and he would wake up soon, right…?


A/N: I'm not in a very pleasant mood and pretty much wrote this because it relays to a current 'issue' I'm having in life. It's written from my point of view from this 'issue' and yeah, I cried. -_____-;;;;; If you guys want me to continue this, then let me know and I'll scrape together a plotline and stuff. Besides, I need something to distract me.