Wow. 10 minutes until midnight and I'm getting inspired to write a story. I'm rushing into something again. It's August 5th right now. Maybe I'll have this fic up by December.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own the Megaman. Okay, I said it. Now put the lawyers down. Vultures.

Now on with the fic. I'd like it if people reviewed, but please don't give me any flames. By the way, not a lot of season 2 stuff going on. I missed A LOT of episodes

Is it wrong to be in love with your best friend? I stay up late and ponder those few words while Maylu is sleeping. If something goes wrong, you lose him. And I couldn't stand to lose Mega, at least not again.

Damn Pharoman. He caused us all so many problems. But I find comfort in the fact I never have to see him again. When Megaman was deleted, I didn't sleep, didn't net-battle, didn't do anything, except cry and wish my tears could bring him back.

But they didn't.

I regretted not telling him thst I cared about him. That I loved him. Every day I'd just stare straight in front of me screaming inside at myself, because he didn't know. Then I screamed at Pharoman calling him a bastard and wishing he would go back to hell. Then I yelled at Protoman for not noticing that beam of light and finally I yelled at Megaman. I screamed and shrieked because he got himself deleted. I was mad at him for not being around. I was mad at him for leaving. He left me, Lan, Maylu, and all the people who cared about him.

Then we learned we could get Megaman back. As soon as I heard that I was like 'Pack your bags Roll. Time to get Megaman back.' That worked out REAL well. Not only did we almost lose Gutsman, I had to go through Hell AGAIN because Pharoman sent Mega down a crack into boiling hot lava, and finally I was turned to stone. It all worked out in the end, well mostly. See we got Megaman back, WOO HOO, Pharoman was gone, and so was Wily and the WWW empire. Of course that started the get revenge on Lan and his net-navi stuff, but that all worked out for the best.

Did I mention how COMPLETLEY AND UTTERLY ECSTATIC I was when I saw Megaman alive. For once a loved one came back from the dead. Everyone wishes that a person they cared about would come back and live but this is one of the few times it happened.

After a while things got back to normal, except for that WWW chased Megaman and Lan around the world on a trip they had won. During their trip, Net City was created. When I first saw it, I was amazed to see all the stores and how beautifully crafted the buildings were. When the two heros came home, Maylu and I showed them all over net-city. Of course the most ANNOYING thing on the trip was Aki. I can't help it, I'm a girl. We get jealous. Easily.Oh so very easily.

I guess I'm just trying to lighten the news I'm about to tell you. Learning about Grave, a new crime syndicate,was the worst thing about that day, but the Aki experience wasn't a walk in the park in my opinino. I'm not a big fan, I'd choose any Rent song over her everyday of the week.

Grave gave us a lot of crap to deal with. Theyfroze Net City, deleted so many nvis including Torchman,and destroyed a lot of data because of their viruses. I, not to mention everyone else,almost lost Mega AGAIN because of that Bug accident and the Grave Beast. Thankfully, Lan brought Megaman back to us. But dear lord. If they ever do something like this again, I'll delete him myself. I really will.

Amonth of peace andnot having to deal with humans and navistrying to delete Megaman ended rather quickly. One day Dr. Hikari left his bag at home. Maylu went with Lan and Chiaso to deliver it to him, so I naturally came along. We then saw someone trying to crossfuse. It failed. Horribly.

Of course this started Lan up. He wanted to crossfuse too. Dr. Hikarishot down his idea. Did it stopLan though? NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, and did I mention NOOOOOOOOOOO! That day, Lan and Megaman crossfused, we learned oftwo new net threats, and half of Sci-Lab was demolished.

And thatday changed my life, along with everone elses.I figured two months tops until someone goes down.

But it wasn't Megaman this time. It was Protoman. Protoman's soul was corrupted. Protoman became the enemy. Protoman, Protoman, Protoman. Not Megaman.When I found out, I just felt numb. I didn't think this was happening. It just wasn't real.The naviwho saved Megaman, saved so many people, did so much, was gone.

And then I thought of Chaud. He lost Protoman, his best friend in the world. And he believed was his fault. The guilt left him broken. He was still Chaud, but at the same time, he wasn't. I know one day we'll get both Chaud and Protoman back. If we don't...I'd rather not think about it.

With Protoman leaving us for the darkloids, I couldn't help but worry. Protoman with the use of darkchips could deleteMegaman, and this time, he would be gone for good. And what if it happens during crossfusion. There's no way Lan would ever live again. I know Maylu realizes this, and she worries about Lan too. Almost everyday, they go out and risk their lives for people who will never know them and don't care at all.What if the misson goes wrong?What if they leave us without knowing...

I've tried so many times to tell him my feelings, but I'm afraid. Can I really sacrifice my best friend's friendship? What if he doesn;t love me?

Back to my earlier question. Is it wrong to be in love with your best friend? If I tell Mega my feelings, what would happen if he didn't feel the same way. What if he felt guilty, or just avoided me at all costs?It would hurt him maybe more than it hurt me. And I would rather keep my feelings bottled up than hurt Megaman.

I guess for me, I shouldn't love him. I should try to get these feelings to leave.

I can live with that. I won't tell him of my feelings.

But I wish I could.

Wow. I finished this. For the few people who might be still reading this, I know it's crappy but I have to put it up. When the series ends or when I learn what happened in season two, I'll fix the story. Please review, just , NO FLAMES.

June 4, 2006: Hi, It's me ClampLover. I fixed a couple grammar mistakes and changed a few phrases to make the story flow better. I'll be doing this for all my fics within the next couple of weeks. Then I'll be writting more since my school gets out in the middle of June. If any words come together, blame the format, not me.