You Don't Know Me
Introduction:
( Itachi's point of View)
I haven't slept in years, and when I do sleep I see their eyes. Their soulless , empty, black as night, haunting eyes, following me every time I shut my own sight and smell of their blood fills my nostrils and eyes when I look at my hands. I can even feel the sticky, wet, metallic substance covering my face, and soaking through my clothes. No matter how many times I scrub and scrub the smell, sight, and feel of the blood stay with me no matter where I go.I fear the one sin I didn't commit against my clan and family shall be the end of my own life. I polluted an innocent mind with thoughts of vengeance, murder, and a lust for killing that cannot be contained let alone controlled by anyone. I only meant to protect him, make him stronger, but instead I created a monster out of an innocent child. I could not bring myself to take the life of my brother he was my only weakness.I do not long to be murdered, nor do I have some sick twisted desire to commit suicide. I do not believe that when I die I will be redeemed for the sins I committed, but the truth is I will die in a few years anyway. About three or four years ago I contracted a disease from a village. This disease will cause my lungs to slowly fill with my blood, and eventually I will drown.I destroyed my clan, family, and brother all for Konohagkure, and how will I be remembered? A monster, a psychopathic, genius, who killed his family for now reason. I will be remembered as the most feared criminal in the Shinobi world. I gave my life for my village like a good soldier, and now I will die being remembered as a monster. So if I must die than let it be by the hands of the one who I committed the most sins against. Let it make him human again, spill my blood for my brother, as I have spilled it countless time for the good of the village.
Sakura's Point of View
Have you ever wanted something or someone so bad you would do anything to get it? I didn't want him in the sense that you may think I did. I thought he might need me, he was alone and so was I. Naturally we would need each other right? I was wrong he didn't need me, and I filled my head with the delusion that maybe just maybe if I showed him how much I had to over he would want me and need desire to want to be wanted, and the need to be loved consumed me completely blinding me. Eventually I was needed by my village, and that need filled the void for a little while. To tell you the truth I still long to be loved, and the void will not be filled for long. I search for someone who will love me for me.I am looking for someone to need me mind, body, and soul. I vow to myself no to change or to cling to delusions anymore. Someone out there needs me, I know it.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
i know its really really short, but it's just a taste for now. I am working on chapter one, and it will be posted at the latest Monday morning so let me know it you liked the intro!