"Crap..." It had been 2 months since my Electricity had been turned off, and I was barley keeping up with my water bills...i know, i know...a 14 year old girl shouldn't have to pay bills...But...Who was going to pay them? My parents weren't around. They were either out drinking, with a 'special friend', or..just...not home! I had got a job from my uncle. He was the only one who was supporting me in any way, financially that is. Even if he couldn't pay much...it was enough to keep me going...Education on the other hand, I had been teaching my self...I could use more than what i was learning, but it couldn't be helped. I slowly got up and walked out of the house, locking it first, and made my way to pay my bills...Well...Part of them. I silently walked into the building, with the money firmly griped into my hand, i walked up to the desk and silently said "I'm sorry, i don't have much to pay off all of it, but this is what i have." you gave the lady at the desk all the money you had in your hand, which was only $8.65,she took the money and looked at me, her eyes full of pity, she sighed and said "I'm sorry that you have to give every last sent to these bills, i don't even know why your family isn't paying them for you, but i hope you find someone that can help soon..." 'ha! and why couldn't you be that someone?' i thought, but my face held still with no emotion. "yea..." was all I said, and left the building. I got back to my house, but with something new on the front door. I took it off and gave it a glance. Anger took over my features. " This cant be happening!" i yelled to myself. I had gotten an eviction notice...'great...just great!' I thought unlocking my door and walking into the house. I sat on a chair in the kitchen, laying my head on the table, and silently began sobbing. "its not fair...its just NOT fair!...what did i ever do, to live like this!" after a few minutes i lifted my head and rubbed my puffy eyes, a result of my crying, i was hungry, and didn't have any money to get a proper meal...or at least part of one..."Sleep...Sleep will numb my pain..." I said to myself, i went to my bed, or at least what i slept on, and fell into a silent slumber.