I just lay there. Waiting. Waiting for the pain to end, waiting for it to end so I can get up. I know what happened to me, but it all just happened so fast I had to think through it.

I was at the beach with Jacob and out of nowhere Victoria jumps out and knocks him out.

She then walks over to me and says "I have to live an eternity with out my mate now yours will suffer the same", and she bit me but Jacob got up in time and ripped her apart ant lit her on fire but by the time he was done it was too late. No one could save me I was finally becoming a vampire.

I couldn't wait to get out of this and go find Edward. Now that I was one of them there was nothing he could do about it. He would have to let me be with him. I couldn't stand the wait and the burning only got worse the more I waited to more the fire burned. Then the fire got really hot, and my heart started to race so fast that I wasn't sure if it was really my heart or if there was a helicopter flying above me. Then it stopped all the burning washed out of my body. I sat up and opened my eyes. Everything was so clear, and everything smelt so different but there was something missing… Jacob. Where did he go after all of this happened?? Then I saw a little note hanging from a tree. It read..

Dear Bells,

I am so sorry I couldn't stop her but it happened and I feel terrible. I notified the pack what had happened and they have agreed to let you roam around as long as you do not kill any humans. Although if you could stay off the res. until you can control your thirst it would be greatly appreciated.

Always your friend ,

Jacob.

Jacob had left me. That was probably for the best though. I don't know if I will be any good at controlling my thirst... my thirst... As soon as I though of it my through burst into sudden flames and I felt the need to hunt. Animals I thought. I will not hunt humans only animals. Now how do I do this… Hmmm I hear something running a couple miles from here lets try that. So I ran I just let my legs and take me. Running was so easy now I didn't have to breath or anything so I could think of other things. Then I saw what I ran after. It was a mountain lion. Edward's favorite animal. Now I am actually going to get to see what it is like to be like him! I got so excited and I lunged at the animal. My teeth sinking into the animal like butter and drinking its warm blood. I could feel the animal weakening below me. When it was totally drained and I was satisfied.

Next on my list. Find the Cullens. I raced to the old Cullen house to try and find a scent. When I got there almost everything was still there but the strongest scent from Edward was the from the Piano. I broke off one of the keys, so that I could bring the scent with me. They had been gone for a couple of weeks so their scent was hard to find but I finally got a trail. It was faint but still there. But it led to Mexico? I don't remember him ever saying that he had an interest in Mexico but at least it was close.

I ran as fast as I could following his trace and I could tell I was getting close, but not wanting to risk interfering with a human, I wanted to hunt. I gave into my instincts and went north for awhile looking for something big enough to fill me up.

Later on I found a pack of grizzly bears. When I lunged for my prey there was a huge noise that sounded like thunder, instead of sinking my teeth into the bear I crashed into something. Or someone.