Wee Cookie: Here it is the first chapter of Consequences of Being a Vampire. Hope you enjoy the over part of Do You Think About Me. Disclaimer I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh or Slipknot - Snuff or Michelle Branch - Good Bye To You.
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I liked the idea I was able to go in sun light still, if I couldn't I don't know what I would do if I couldn't. Thanks to Yami I was able to live the next week like a normal person. He helped me through the Bloodlust I had and still have. When I crave blood I take a small bite of my wrist for a taste, like Yami said it helps. It's even better when we are together I get to taste his addictive blood.
My friends didn't know just yet, I am going to tell them just not yet. I am going to wait till after the concert, then I will tell them the truth. Yami's going to be with me, the whole way through this. I know it might have been a bad idea becoming a vampire but it was to be with the one person I love with all my non beating heart is ok I guess. I guess I always wanted to be immortal in some way. Sort of like Queen of the Damned in a way. I sing in a band like Lestat de Lioncourt.
The main thing that's going to be hard is my thirst for blood. I still crave blood and it's going to make me look like a freak on stage biting my wrist. I might just pack a bottle with blood and say it's cranberry juice or something like that. I had already picked out what songs I wanted to sing. It did include the new one I wrote called 'Haunt Me' and some others I wrote myself and some by my favourite artists.
I was still in Yami's embrace when I realized my surrounding I hadn't realized how long we had been there. The CD player had switched to another record one that I used to cry at when Yami had left. It was a song from me to him. He looked to me as the song start to play the first chords of the acoustic guitar being hit.
'Bury
all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave
me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And
love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again'
It was my song to him back then but now I don't know. He looked upset about something, I just didn't know what.
"Yugi I'm sorry I just didn't want to hurt you again..." I pressed my middle finger to his lips as I tried to stop him from saying anything else.
'So if you love me let me go
And run away before I
know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what
isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot
hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If
I can change I hope I never know'
"Don't say anything else about that Yami, it's in the past now. All we need is each other right?" He smiled a little then looked to the ground. He knew something I didn't Yami was never like this. He was always the strong one. I was the weak one, what happened to him? "Yami what's wrong? Have I done anything wrong?"
'I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish
them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life
without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you
refused to fight'
He looked up again when I spoke. He had tears surrounding his beautiful crimson eyes just threatening to fall. That just proved there was something wrong, Yami never cried even when he was human he never.
"Yugi, I-I..."
'So save your breath I will not hear
I think I
made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that
supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I
could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own
was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go'
"Yugi I don't deserve to have you and you know that. You are too good for me. You're heart is pure where as mine is tainted. Just like the song ' it took the death of hope to let you go' I died to try and help me to get over you and look I'm back for more. I just don't want to hurt you like last time."
"Yami I know you wont. You're not like that any more."
"But Yugi...."
'So break yourself against my stones
And spit your
pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to
save yourself
And I wont listen to your shame
You ran away
you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
My love was
punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know'
"Yami don't. You have changed since then. You wont hurt me, I can sense it. I know you."
'If you still care, don't ever let me know...'
I pulled him into an embrace to help with the pain, I could some how sense what he was feeling. He didn't understand how I could love him after what he did last time. But that wasn't the point he came back for me that's all that mattered now. It was me and him now, together that's all we needed. We only needed to be together to survive. He let the tears show for some reason, I guessed that was to do with what I said to him back when Bakura split us up.
Flashback:
"Bakura showed me the tape Yugi. You know I trusted you and yet you do this." Yami screamed at me. I didn't know what to say, besides I didn't do it he pinned me up against the wall.
"Yami I didn't he pinned me up against the wall the video clearly shows you that. Why don't you believe me over Bakura if you love me like I love you."
"Shut up with that Yugi, you obviously don't love me if you cheat on me with the likes of Lewis. Come on Yugi I thought you had better taste in men, I guess not."
"For Ra's sake Yami why can't you just show some emotion for once, or at least act like you love me rather than try to keep me from other people."
"I do have emotions I just don't show them to the likes of you. Now get out of my home." He pointed to the door, I didn't know what to do exactly. But I wasn't going to stand there and argue any more. I was done with it.
"I hope Ra punishes you for you're sins Yami. At least I know I was true to my word unlike you ungrateful baka." I shouted as I slammed the door behind me and then I started to run. I wasn't going to let him come out and start again. When I reached home I put on the best song I knew for that kind of situation. I collapsed on my bed as the song played, I couldn't help but cry.
'Of all the things I believe in
I just want to
get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul Goodbye to you I still get lost in your eyes Goodbye to you Ohhh yeah Goodbye to you Goodbye to you We the stars fall and I lie
awake
Words
that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting
all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on
to
And it seems like I
can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my
thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's
not right
Goodbye to everything I thought
I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to
hold on to
It hurts to want everything &
nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I
loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing
that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to
everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one
thing that I tried to hold on to
Your my shooting star'
Tears came to my eyes when I thought of that day and how much it hurt me. I cried for weeks about that fight. I remember I took the week off school and the week I went back Yami disappeared afterwards. He never told me what happened when he went. Guess he will if I ask or if he wants to talk about it.
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Wee Cookie: There will be another chapter soon. Thanks for reading and please review.