Jacob's Diary:
Dear diary,
I didn't know how to feel anymore. It was obvious she didn't feel the same way about me. She was supposed to be my mate…. I felt so strongly about her. It was meant to be special like Sam and Emily yet we weren't two puzzle pieces that fit together. I tried to fit, I really did, but it wasn't enough to win her heart. She loves Edward, I guess, and anyway she's a vampire now and that would be difficult, ish.
I'M FINE! I'M OVER IT ALL RIGHT?!
Ok. I am but one slight problem…
I'm imprinting on her daughter! Nessie, her little darling child yet she won't grow up and neither will I. Bella was nothing compared to this. I never knew how this had felt so I was wrong. But now what do I do?
It's bad enough Nessie being a vampire, but there's a large age difference between us. An age difference that is so large it would be completely wrong to kiss her in a meaningful way; she's still a child and I'm over sixteen! We may not be human but we appear to be. We have to be under the radar and this is against human law.
Help?!
p.s. sorry the writing's so thick, i pressed too hard on the pencil :)