By Sara

Rated: G

Title: Just to see you

Summery: Someone leaves Sunnydale, how dose Buffy react when he returns.

Timeline: Season 6 (AU?)

Type: Romance/Poetry

Note: Not as much poetry as it is telling a story

I stole the feedback from someone, I thought it was funny…..

Feedback: Yes, please! I live off it like Angel lives off hair gel, like Spike lives off bleach,

like Xander lives off Twinkies, like Drusilla lives off torture, like Buffy lives

off denial . . . oh wait . . .

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Just to See You,

I see you.

You are the night. Your could and dark.

You need me.

You need me to love you the way I do.

You say it's not love that this feeling inside me is lust and need.

But I have kissed you, I have touched you like no one else.

You turn to me, the night, your enemy the one thing on this earth that you

have yet to destroy.

Your soul reason for living?

No.

So I stand in the shadows and watch you.

Watch you fight your hart.

I can't stand to see you like this.

I close my eyes and picture you.

Your hair, your eyes, your lips, your body, all close to me.

I can sense your eyes on me.

I can feel fear start to grow inside me.

I don't know why fear, I fear no one.

No creature.

But the words I've heard coming from you, before, will make me fear.

And what of the hope I have left will disappear.

I sense your walk, walking straight to me.

I smell you sent. Almost feel your warmth.

I know when I open my eyes I will see anger, hate, disgust, and hurt.

The hurt that I have caused you.

Knowing this, I want to flee.

I open my eyes to meet hazel ones.

I'm struck, what I thought I would see has turned.

In her beautiful hazel, I see happiness, worrying, longing, and

Something I can't quite make out.

Her face expresses so many emotions.

I could see the longing calling out to me.

I can barely stand this.

I have to leave, before it's too late.

To late, I'm falling into the darkness that is call your love.

I can't give in to you, again.

As I turn I feel your hand grab my covered arm.

I'm facing away from you.

I slowly turn back and meet your eyes, again.

But we only hold our gaze for a split secant.

She embraces me.

Tightly, all her strength, I no.

Before I can think I encircle my arms around her.

Holding her tight knowing this moment won't last.

I feel her buried her face in my shoulder.

I won't...I need...

I finally know now.

I no she won't love me but in time, I will guide her.

She slowly lifts her face to meet my eyes.

Tears are slowly trailing their way down her cheeks.

Her lips descend upon mine.

The kiss is slow, sweet, and full of longing.

I feel fresh tears streaming down my face.

Hers, or mine I don't know and don't care.

We pull apart from each other slowly.

She rests her forehead against mine.

Her breathing was warm but soft against my lips.

A soft lazy smile spreads across her lips.

Loving?

Then I finally hear her sweet voice,

her words are so soft my hearing almost missed it.

"I missed you."

I feel hole.

"Missed you to, Goldilocks."

~Fin~

Note: This is my first fic. So be nice.