Hello there, from henceforth you'll know me as KaoGomi; if you feel affectionate enough, feel free to call me Kao. It's a pleasure to meet you. As of writing, I'm 21 and I haven't accomplished much in those 21 years. Now, I lack creativity and a large vocabulary, so please forgive me for the blandness of my writing. These entries, stories, and tales are coming from my own life with the occasional short from my own delusions and dreams, if I can correctly recall them.

Some crucial information on myself beforehand. I'm not 'all there upstairs'. I do have quite a few screws loose in my brain, to use the expression. Despite this, I do my best to cope with it and to move on. The condition that I have is Schizoid Personality Disorder. It's a personality disorder that leads to Schizotypal Personality Disorder and eventually, Schizophrenia. While not all cases necessarily lead to the condition developing, I believe I am a case where it will. This means that throughout my writing, you may notice me taking tangents and leaving the subject matter entirely or, my writing will just lack all sense of emotion. So, once again, I'll apologize for the inconvenience and ask that you please bear with me.

You should also know that this condition leaves me in a state where I am dissociated from my own feelings. When I feel something 'positive' or 'negative', I am left with a sense of ingenuity; like those feelings aren't my own. In a sense, it's like I'm always lying to myself. Feelings of happiness, anger, sadness, loneliness and etcetera, all of them feel disingenuous to myself.

This leads to quite a number of hurdles when it comes to interpersonal relationships. If, perchance, I develop Multi-Personality Disorder, then it'd also lead to intrapersonal relationship issues, but for now, that's not the case; thankfully.

Now, I apologize if this information has put you off from reading the content that I post. That's okay though, it's not for you, it's for myself, however I'd still like you to read it, if you find the time and place.

Well, that's all for the introduction to myself. You'll learn more about me as I tell you about some parts of my life. You'll get introspective into me and I'll provide some retrospective mixed in if I find the opportunity.

So, I look forward to you reading my content. It's truly great to meet you.