Hmm, there's a hint of GilXOz if you squint. Well, there might as well be some GilXOz in the fic due to my obsession. I don't know how Polaris come into this. Really, I wasn't thinking of stars until I remembered a Korean movie that me and my friend watched called 'Winter Sonata'. And so... Oz is Gil's special star: Polaris (:
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It's been years since Raven felt happy. It's been years since Raven could ever feel the innocent bliss that he's felt when he was 14 years old. Every time the sun came out to greet him, shining brightly outside his windows, it would always seem so dim and unhappy. Every time the rain came knocking on his windows, it would seem like they were beating the glass, trying to force themselves in. He wanted him back, even if it kills him, right? Well, that might as well come true. Its been years and still nothing. No report from a Break about getting him from the Abyss. No hints given to him nor shown to him.
It seems like the color of his world sort of faded into a black-and-white view. There was sill color shown a bit but it looked like it was washed away or painted sloppily on the scenes. His once happy dreams slowly began to dimmed out of color and bliss then soon became open, dark, isolated places. He would wonder in this so-called darkness, only to be saved by barely fainted memories. He didn't want them to disappear so he blindly grasped at them, hoping to keep them here. Really, was he that desperate?
He still remembers the horrible incident that plagued him. He still has the mark across his chest. The mark that constantly stabs at him, reliving his worst dreams. Even at times, when he steps out of the villa just to see the twinkling stars that float above him, he still has memories of that horrible incident. But sometimes, when the memories fade away into the dark, he could see a bright star shining down on him. It was the brightest star of them all, Polaris. Sometimes, Raven would think that he was just in the forest, lost, and blindly running toward Polaris, hoping to find his way.
"Tch, how stupid."
He cursed under his breath before tipping his hat back, covering the visible tears on his eye line. He really did miss him. So much, in fact. He blinked back the tears, cursing himself again for being so damn emotional. He was Raven, right? Would Raven be emotional? He looked up again, staring intently at Polaris. He was glad it was a new moon today. Or else Polaris wouldn't look as bright as it was right now. It'd probably look dimmed out, like the rest of his world was. True be told, there was one thing that didn't seem faded out or washed away: Polaris the star. In fact, all the stars that covered this great, dark sky. Even the moon.
As he stared intently at the star, he heard a soft wind of laughter. He quickly took out his gun, aiming for whatever came out of the shadows that surrounded him.
"Come out there!"
The winds rustled the treetops, then everything was suddenly still and quite, mocking Raven. He furrowed his brows in confusion then dropped his gun on the dirt ground with a big 'thud'. He saw a flashback of him and that person laughing and playing around with his sister, chasing some kind of blue butterfly. The flashback vanished like that. It seemed so vivid as Raven looked up back up to Polaris. He smiled as he saw the face of his master overshadowing the bright star. I'm coming, Oz.