YOLA!! It seems like 4EVA since I thought of a new idea. But…clearly enuf since ur reading this…I HAVE thought of another 1. weird. On my computer that kinda looks like a L. nvr mind. Random moment. So ive been wondering how it wud b if Bella chose Jake in the end. How wud she break the news 2 Edward?? Wud he really just back away and watch her from a distance, killing himself wen she died?? The questions r like, haunting me. & im a little bit of a Team Jake person…but that's really complicated. Want the full scoop check out my profile. So this will start after Edward talks 2 Bella on the side of the road after she talks 2 Jake wen hes recovering from the vampire…fight…thing. :) then u no how he takes her home & she goes thro her crying course. That's where it picks up.
Disclaimer: If only, if only, Twilight was mine! But its not…& yet…life goes on. -wowa how dramastic was that?-
When I woke up, still slightly tired from my sobbing, Edward was staring at me with slightly wary eyes, waiting for me to start crying again. I took a deep breath, hating what I had to do.
"I'm sorry you had to see that." I whispered.
Edward pulled me close to him. "It's okay, Bella. But are you sure you're making the right choice? I mean, if leaving-" He stopped abruptly at the look on my face.
"Edward." I still whispered, unable to make my voice go any louder.
He sighed, reading my face like an open book. "You're choosing him, aren't you?" He asked carefully.
I looked down, unable to meet his eyes. "Edward, I'm so sorry."
He stared at me, but I was a chicken and kept my eyes locked on the floor. "When I left you, Bella, I left you bleeding. Jacob was the one to stitch you back up again. That was bound to leave its mark – on both of you." He repeated his words from earlier. I closed my eyes, tears welling up. "I guess that this is my own fault. If I had never left…things would have been different." I could tell he had been going to say something else that probably would have insulted Jacob.
"Edward, I'm so sorry." I said again, unsure if I should say anything else.
He gave me a sad smile. "It's your choice, lo- Bella." I winced. "If this is what makes you happy, then that's your choice. I just want you to be happy." Tears streamed silently down my face.
It was quiet for a moment before I spoke again. "Thanks."
"For what?"
"For
everything you've done, everything that you did for me. But mostly
for not being angry with me." I groaned internally because it
sounded really good in my head, but not so good when I actually said
it.
Edward gave me another sad smile. "I could never hurt you, Bella. Even though you're choosing him. I could never hurt you in that way." That he was being so kind about this brought a sob up my throat.
"I'm sorry." I said again. Edward leaned forward and gently kissed me on the forehead. As much as the thought hurt me, I knew it was his parting kiss.
He gave me a last look before disappearing out the window. I pulled my knees up to my chest, wondering if I had just made a bad decision. I quickly changed and ran out to my truck, anxious to see Jacob.
When I pulled in, I went on in to see him. He was still there alone, looking up at the ceiling. I walked closer to him and he glanced at me. Surprise covered his features. "Bella? What are you doing—"
I hushed him with a gentle kiss. Understanding filled him and I watched with delight as his features lit up and he hugged me tight.
Ok u guys. I no its not a great chapter. But heres my philosophy on life…if somethings delicate, charge rite in. Now this was VERY delicate. Bella telling Edward she was going to be with Jacob. Very delicate indeed. So I had to plow in2 it so that's y its not that…good. Promise itll get better…as crazy as I m I already no wats gonna happen in the very end. ;) that nvr happens I usually make them up as I go along. But yeah, sorry Ginga & Leiana. Let me no wat u think!! L8r. :)