Next generations... Great and Small

"The beginning is a very delicate time...". Whether human, alien or machine, all beginnings are unique, sometimes in joy, or in pain. Here is my modest attempt at briefly describing the precise moment everything changes.

I have more under way and will post them when ready. Thanks for reading and for your reviews. They are always appreciated :-).

BR by Alysoun. Thanks for your precious advice, as always. This first chapter is dedicated to my "Imzadi".

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Chapter 1: Ian

Relates to the episode "The Child" - Riker's POV.

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I'm standing here. Listening. Amazed. In a shock. You're gonna have a baby!

When you said you were pregnant, I stared at you, frowning, with so many questions on my lips, like who's the father. When you explained the most awkward way this happened, my main concern was your safety. Then I sort of accepted the idea, seeing you so confident about it.

I always hoped we'd get together again. The way we were before going our separate ways and finally being assigned to the same ship. You were always on my mind, even when we were light years away from each other. I never imagined anyone else but you as my beloved wife.

I am standing back with my shoulder leaning against the wall. You can not see me, but I'm here, watching you, watching over you, as you're about to live through this extraordinary experience. I would not miss this for the whole galaxy. Even if I'm not a part of this adventure of yours.

You are glowing. I wish I could hold you hand right now. I should be there at your side. Showing you all the love that's in my heart. I wish the baby were ours. The most precious gift I have been dreaming to give you.

And suddenly, here he is. Delivery was quick, painless, wonderful. You smile at him and cry.

From where I stand, I can feel the magic of this instant. I need to have a look at him. I need to be at your side. Hold your hand. Share just a little of your happiness.

You finally see me. I smile. "He is beautiful, just like his mother". You smile back, with tears in yours eyes.

You have never been so lovely. I have never felt so lonely.

The one holding your hand during delivery thanks you for allowing him to participate in the moment. I did too, in my own way. Discreet. Concerned. You know I'm there for you And I always will be.

Imzadi!

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