My Pain, Sorrow, and Betrayal...
She kneed on her window stand, and looked outside where she saw the sight when Sasuke left...her and the village, she remembered aiding him in the second exam, and stopping him from killing Naruto. She also remembered when he looked at her, he saw nothing but another girl who was weak, annoying, and low. She hated those who that detailed her to these insult, she took a deep sigh and jumped off her window stand, heading to her kitchen hopefully preparing for a snack or something more...it's been five long years without him here, instead of her worrying about him. She grown into a beauitful godess; with her hair up to her rear, her once rosey cheeks now pale as a ghost underneth the moonlight, she was usaually wearing her pink dress, but now she doesn't even bother changing her night wear which was her tight black shorts, a loose tan-top, and a pair of socks. There was a mirrior in her bedroom which unfutured it was shattered with blood on the tips. The absent of Sasuke gone had many thought threw her mind all day and night. She stopped sleeping, she sleeps durning the day which is bad due to her job at the hostipal, working with Tsuande made her realized what he did to her, so she had her on sick days which was okay for her. Her dreams was her and him, and her nightmares were about him dieing on her lap, waking around 3am.
Something
ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these
blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search
for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I
unfurl my flag my nation helpless
"To
stop myself from having these dreams and nightmares is only one
cure...have him here, and get rid of them completely." she
thought to herself and brought a small cutting knife from her knife
stand and placed it on her wrist, ready to slide it threw her veins,
she felt sharp blade in her skin, she head a distance voice behide
her and reconizes it.
"Don't."
said a voice behide her, she turns around and
sees no one but her fridge, she drops to her knees with the knife
still in her hands she lets tears run down her cheeks to her kitchen
floor, she drops the knife and brings her hands to her face crying in
her hands."WHY DO I HEAR YOU...YET YOUR NOT HERE...WHY."
she sceamed inside her mind and scatched her nails threw her scape,
she muffled her scream by her shut closed damped lips, she picked up
the knife and stabbbed in her thigh, she gasped taking out the knife
completely and getting up to the sink and grabbed a towel. She
wrapped it around her wounds feeling the string she gritten her teeth
together and closed her eyes, her cheeks were still damped by her
morning and yesterday tears. She bended her head half into the sink
and let her tears onto the steel bowl, she put the bloodly knife in
the sink and started washing it, she dried it and put it away. She
looked into the bowl some more and then closed her eyes.
Black
black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier
on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating
all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds
"Why
did you do that for." said a concern voice behide her, she
turned around with a blade in her hand and the figure hands were in
the air in defence, she looked at the figure with killer eyes, and
her leg bleeding furious, she slowly walked up to the figure with the
blade pointing at it.
"What do you want and why are you in my
house?" she said threw her clutched teeth, looking into his
eyes, which got her hook onto him the first place.
"I came
her to apologize for..." he was cut off by her heartless words
"Accpted...now leave." she said and turned her back on
him, throwing the knife in the sink and then heading to her room,
Sasuke was starting to get annoyied with her attiude and decided to
follow her to her room. He slammed her on the wall looking stright in
her furious eyes, he clutched his teeth and made a fist punching the
wall beside her head. She didn't jerk or anything but looked cold
dead into his eyes, letting a small tear on her cheek.
"Leave...on
your way out don't let the door hit you on the rear." she said
and tried to wriggle out of his grip, he grabbed her rear picking her
up and slammed her against his groin and her core against the wall of
her small hallway, she muffled a moan.
"Sakura I trying to
tell you something important." he said looking stright in her
eyes again
"I don't give a flying fk anymore...let me go
and leave, you don't know what you did to me." she said and
lowered her head in shame, that signal him that when he left he
figured that he would only disappointed the Hokage and the village
that's it but now he knows he abondon her and her feelings.
As
I begin to lose my grip
On these realities your sending
Taste
your mind and taste your sex
I'm naked underneath your
cover
Covers lie and we will bend and borrow
With the coming
sign
The tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape
"Sakura
I love you..." he said, her face went wide, scared, and
shocked.
"What...why now..." she said letting her tears
fall on his chest.
"Because I'm done what I had to do, and I
wanted to start my life all over, but I wanted to see the person I
loved since the first day I seen her...so I'm here now." he said
picking her face and looking at her with lovestuck eyes. She turned
her eyes away from him and met the floor of her front door.
"I
don't know if I should believe that...when you left I died." she
said letting more tears down her face. He wrapped his arms around her
silm waist "she's skinny...there no color in her face, her entie
body is a rotting copse, I have to tell her." he said to himself
and then kissed her ear making her gasped and shaked against him she
wrapped her arms around his neck and then hold him tightly...then the
phone started ringing, she jerk forward hitting their desire again,
he groaned onto her ear. Then the answering machine picked up.
"Hey
Sakura...what happen today when we mentioned his "name",
you runaway...what, oh yeah I'm sorry Sakura I see you tomorrow.
Sasuke dew back and looked at her with worried eyes. " Has she
been hurting since I been gone...she said she died...then I have to
reborn her." he said to himself and leaned forward to her lips.
His breathing on her lips, she shouldn't but she wanted to kiss him,
She held her breathe.
Black
black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier
on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating
all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds
"I
killed you then I will have to reborn for you to become my wife."
he said against her gasped lips and pecked her on her lips she
groaned alittle, and then kissed her passionate on her lips, she
moaned when he asked for entance, she slowly opened her mouth,
knowing what she doing is wrong, but it feels so good. She closed her
eyes and let her fresh tears down her cheek, he dew back enough to
wipe away her tears and kissed her neck making her moan.
"Sakura
please forgive me..." he said with saddness in voice, she
giggled softly. she guilded her hands to his raven hair and rubbed
her fingers threw his sweaty hair. And trailed to back causing him to
groan on her neck, he bite it when she passed his ribs, she gasped
and lefted up his shirt and saw a wound that was fresh.
"Sasuke
what happen?" she said against him
"I had some troblem
on my way here." he said and continued kissing her neck, and she
focus her Charkra in her hands and placed it on his wound, after her
treatment he felt like a million bucks, he carried her to her leather
sofa and sat on it with her on his lap.
"Thanks." he
said and trailed downwards to her chest and took off her tantop and
threw it on the floor, he attacked her bra thank the gods that it was
in the front. He pealed it off and put it with her tantop and started
kissing her left slope, she moaned and gripped her hands in his hair
causing him to groan on her slope. She wanted her revenge for leaving
her and the village, she trailled her hands to his pants and unbutton
it releasing his thobbing member, she touched his shaft threw his
fabic making him groan on her slope causing her to moan also, She
drove her fingers on the hem of his boxers and touched his shaft, he
groaned and bite hard on her bub. She moaned and leaned onto his
forehead, looking stright into his eyes, she kissed onto his bruised
lips and ask entance, he groaned and parted his lips she darted her
tongue into his loney caven stroking and flicking his own. He gently
pushed her on the sofa and kissed her deeply causing her to moaned
into the kiss, he tooked off her shorts and underwear joining with
her tantop and bra. he trailed from her lips to her neck, stomach,
and her core putting one of her legs on his shoulder, and then other
one a little off the sofa, he kissed her southern lips and licked her
hidden jewel causing her hips to jerk upward, and moaned. He started
at a slow pace and quicken it when her hips started rasing from the
surface, her left hand gripped his raven hair, and the other one
gripped the sofa, she titled her back on the armbroad and parted her
lips before she can released she grabbed him and flipped them over,
she kissed him passionate, and going to his shaft and started pumping
him softly, he groaned and rubbed her hair, and gently pulled at her
hair, she pulled his shaft into her mouth sucking, licking and
bobbing her head as she goes. He felt him released into her mouth,
she licked him up and sat on him pulling his shaft to her core, but
was stopped by him, he switched positions again and drove his fingers
into her core, pumping her in a slow pace, he knew that she was a
vigin so he went slow and clam pace, she moaned loud when he quicken
his pace faster, she screamed and titled her head back on the
armbroad, he licked his fingers and started licking her jewel making
her moan again he picked himself up and kissed her, he put his shaft
at her entance, he looked at her with concern eyes.
Black
black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier
on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating
all your kings and queens
"Are
you a..." she nodded and then braced herself, he slowly droved
into her, feeling her tighten around his shaft, he stopped all of his
movements when she screamed alittle. She digged her nails into his
back, and her legs wrapped tightly around his slim waist. She felt
that she was okay and soon it was replaced with a little pleasure.
"You can go ahead Sasuke..." threw her clutched teeth
and he continued at a slow pace she moaned softly, after a couple of
heated thrust her moan become louder, he decided to go faster and she
loved it she wrapped her arms around his neck and along with her legs
around his silm waist, he started slamming into her core making a
slapping sound. Their time was ending and their making love was
nearly gone...she kissed him roughly and she screamed into his mouth
when she release, after a couple more thrust so did him. he collapsed
on her, he used his wobby arms and pulled himself up feeling beads of
sweat pour down his face, his chest, and his forearms along with her.
He pulled out of her and slided his back to the sofa and her back to
the floor. She pulled on some blanets and covered him and her, he
wrapped his arms around her waist she did to.
"I love you."
she said aganist him, he chuckled and kissed her again
"I
love you too." he said against her lips and kissed her long and
hard, and they closed their eyes and then fell into a deep slumber
the first time in their life they had a great sleep, Sakura cuddled
up to him and then kissed his chest when he was grunted during his
sleep, he looked down and kissed her forehead and fell back to sleep.
All
your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All
your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All
your sex and your diamonds
The
next morning there was banging at her door, she got up and covered
herself in the blanets that was on the floor, and wrapped it around
her body and hide her body behide the door and opened it slowly, it
was Naruto and Ino.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" Yelled
Ino.
"YEAH WE'RE WORRIED SICK!" yelled Naruto then then
the door shot open showing a half-way naked Sasuke (he put on his
boxers) and Sakura wrapped into a blanet, Sasuke hugged Sakura from
behide and looked at Naruto and Ino with an evil glare.
"If
you mind I have some alone time with my wife." he said, with
Sakura smiling and waving her hand, and him shutting the door. her
bridal carried her upstairs to her room and gently pushed her on the
bed and crawled ontop of her and pealing off the blanet and started
thrust into her core again, after a couple thrust their were out of
breathe and tried, Sakura held onto his hand and fell asleep with his
breathin on her. then fell into a deep slumber.
The end
