A Jonas Struggle
(nick's point of view)
Me and my brothers supposly have a great life. We're rockstars. We are living the dream.
But that's just what our fans see. Sadly im not living my dream I'm struggling with my whole life. Nobody knows but….I'm on drugs. It's what I do to escape from all my problems , I guess it's wrong but hey I can't do anything now . nobody in my family knows. I hope they don't find out I don't want to disappoint them. Right now im trying to stop using them but when I am about to do it I fall again into it , it pulls me back somehow. I have other problems also with my girlfriend Miley.
Yes im talking about the awesome Hannah Montana. She is soo superficial sometimes I just cant stand her, she is selfish, conceited, stupid and she thinks she is all that .
But hey want to know what's the worst about her she is a drunk and she was the one that turned me into a drug addict. I remember that party like it was yesterday:
"Miley- (drunk) Come on nick just try it, It will make you feel like your in heaven.
Nick- no miles im okay but your not let's go home
Miley- fine but lets have a beer first
Nick- fine"
What was supposed to be just one beer turned into five I was already drunk.
Then miley offered me weed again. I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing.
I started smoking weed. She was right it made you feel like I was in heaven but actually, I was opening the door to hell. I was so high and drunk, so was Miley.
You want to know whats the funniest part I thought she loved me, but looked what she did to me. But you know what today I'm going to brake up with her, 'cause I'm sick and tired of her and the stupid stuff that she does.
(Joe's point of view)
I'm Joe, everybody thinks I have a great life but I don't. I got a serious problem.
I'm a drunk. I don't remember how it started I just know my problem is really bad.
I have an amazing girlfriend. Her name is Demi, I met her while filming Camp Rock.
She doesn't know about my problem, so when we go to parties together I try not to touch a beer. I think im in love with her, she means the world to me. She is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. In other words she is my everything. Nobody knows about my problem with drinking. Right now I'm trying to control it you know im not going near the alcohol. Today I have a party I'm going with my brothers and my girlfriend.
I'm going to have to trust myself not to touch a beer. I have another major problem I'm ….. bipolar. My family knows about it but my girlfriend doesn't. I feel so bad because I'm keeping 2 major secrets from the one person I love the most… demi.
I guess is because I'm afraid if she knew she would leave. Like aj did, you know my ex-girlfriend. Yeah the real reason she broke up with me is because she found out I had a drinking problem and that I was bipolar. That really hurt me she broke my heart into pieces, but then I met demi and I really don't want to risk my relationship with her.
So I guess I'll have to keep my dirty little secrets with me. Or maybe one day I'll have the guts to tell her. Maybe. But for now nobody will now.
(kevin's point of view)
Hey im Kevin, yes the oldest jonas brother. My life it's not perfect at all. Just because I'm a rockstar doesn't mean I have to have a perfect life. Well my life might not be perfect but hey it's not that bad. Don't get me wrong I love my fans but sometimes I wish I had my old life back, you know as a regular kid. No crazy fans following you around.
I can barely go out somewhere without a fan coming up to us or screaming girls in our ears saying they love us. I like that but sometimes it can get annoying. But hey I can't complain being a rockstar that's how I met the love of my life Aly Michalka. She is amazing she is my little angel and my inspiration. I don't know what I would do without her. I know I love her. I'm even thinking of proposing. I guess my life is perfect after all I'm with my family and the on girl I love.
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WARNING: there is going to be drug abuse alcohol abuse sexual content and violence.
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