Disclaimer: I do not own RENT or Visits To You.
A/N: Based on the song "Visits To You" by Anthony Rapp. I recently bought his album on iTunes, and it has become my new obsession(you should seriously go buy it, it rocks!).
Ok, this was written in less than an hour, so it may be bad, anyways, Enjoy!
Collins POV.
Angel's in the hospital. She was admitted last night. I can see the virus taking hold of her, it just kills me inside.
Visits to you are suddenly new
And suddenly everything's sacred
Everyday I'm thankful. Thankful that Angel gets to spend another day here. Thankful I get another day with her, even though it may not be the best day, it's still more time.
I've been here before
Will I be here again?
Please tell me you'll never be taken
I don't want her to go this soon, but I can't stand to see her in pain. I know she tries to hide it, but I can see through her smiles.
Is this another time
Or is this the last time
How much more time
When will time take away my visits to you
Time is a funny thing. We think we have all the time we need, but then something happens that we don't count on and BAM, all we planned to do ceases to exist. We now have to deal with the present.
Living with this, holding you hand
Knowing I'll have to let go soon
Living right now and right now and right now
Knowing I'll soon be without you
I just don't know how I will go on without Angel. I need her. She rescued me, in more ways than she will ever know. I can't live without her.
Is this another time
Or is this the last time
How much more time
When will time take away my visits to you
Angel is getting worse. The doctor said she only has a week left at the most. I can't believe this is happening. Angel is supposed to be the strong one, the backbone of the group. I just know everything will fall apart without her.
And when you go where you're going
Where will you be going
I know I'll keep going
On my visits to you
I keep telling myself that Angel will be in a better place, and she'll be waiting for me. That calms me sometimes, but most of the time it makes me feel awful that something so horrible has to happen for us to be together forever.
Is this another time
Or is this the last time
How much more time
When will time take away my visits to you
Is this another time
Or is this the last time
How much more time
When will time take away my visits to you
When will time take away
When will time take away
When will time take away my visits to you
Angel died last night, in my arms. I cried myself to sleep, if I slept at all. I can't remember. All I know now is that my Angel is gone.
A/N: Good? Bad? REVIEW PLEASE!!!