A/N I know I haven't updated my other MR Fanfic in years but I had a rly kool oneshot idea (inspired by Reasons by theepitomeo

A/N I know I haven't updated my other MR Fanfic in years but I had a rly kool oneshot idea (inspired by Reasons by theepitomeofrandomness-read it its good XD) so I figured I would write it before it disappeared XD

Tis in Fang's POV, but there will be sequel in Max's POV XD

Why I Can't Tell Her Anymore

I love her…

That I figured out.

And I finally admitted it to myself.

That day on the beach, when she kissed me, I knew.

But I didn't know how to say it.

So I didn't.

I kept my mouth shut, hoping the right words would come.

But they didn't.

So I didn't tell her.

And I guess I never have.

But I tried.

And then I had the chance.

We were alone in the cave.

But still I didn't say.

Still I didn't know how.

My happiness depended on her reaction.

Ever felt like that?

Like everything rests on that 1 person.

But I was an idiot.

I acted on impulse.

I kissed her.

And it was wonderful.

But she flew away.

I kissed her and she left.

So I forgot about it.

Or I tried.

But the thoughts were never far away.

We never mentioned it again.

And it killed me.

Because I love her.

And she doesn't love me.

Or so I thought.

But sometimes I catch her watching me.

And it makes me think.

Like I do.

That there could be something more.

And maybe if I told her how I feel, she would tell me too.

So I planned it better this time.

We went to the beach.

And I talked.

And I tried.

I tried to tell her.

But she made it so difficult.

So I kissed her again.

And for a moment she stayed.

And my heart soared.

But she pulled away.

She left again

And it hurt.

Ever heard the expression 'It hurt like hell? ' Well, yeah, that's how it felt.

And I feel that every time I think about it.

And I can't keep putting myself through that.

So I can't tell her anymore.

A/N: Well I hope you enjoyed, it's based on personal experience (with a boy… without wings), so I think the emotions are right, like I say there will be a sequel from Max's POV called 'Why I Push Him Away', which won't be written from experience, but wishful thinking that this is how aforementioned boy was feeling…

Anyway, review!!

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