I cried the first night. I cried so hard, the first time you and him…
It amused me at first. You looked at him like a love-sick school girl. He looked at you with a hunger. Like a wolf going after prey. You two always hid at my house, spin the bottle was the first time you kissed.
I giggled when you two didn't stop. I watched as he greedily climbed on top of you, sucking your lips hungrily.
I giggled when you groaned. He sat on you smirking, you grinned up at him, your eyes holding love so intense I blushed.
I giggled when you freaked out when your mom knocked on my door.
I cried that night. I cried because I knew I couldn't have you any more. I cried because I knew this was only the beginning. I knew it was only day one.
You two always chased each other. In his own way he took your rivalry as a turn on.He wanted to share that paopu fruit with you forever. I bet even before I knew you two.
When your mom found out she slapped you and yelled and screamed. You came over to my house, but only to call him. You sat a worried look in your eyes until he came over. You collapsed into his arms and cried. I couldn't help but be jealous.
You hadn't said anything to me, or even tried to let me cheer you up. He kissed your head, his own tears falling into your hair. He stroked your cheek where it was red from where your mom had slapped you. He kissed you softly, then more passionately.
I giggled at first, I knew it was all I could think. That night I cried.
He had taken you to his house. I knew something would happen. I wallowed for a long time, then fell asleep listening to your voice in my head.
The next morning you were so happy. I had to be happy for you. You told me 'it' had happened. You blushed madly but didn't try to hide it.
I said I was happy for you but secretly I was disgusted.
"Why?" I asked, we were on the phone and I was crying again. "Why what, Kairi?" Your voice sounded worried. "Why did you and him… Why not me?" You were silent.
Why Sora?
Why not me?