I need to tell her
I have to tell her
I want to tell her
Danielle sat there in frustration trying to make up her mind whether she was going to tell Ronnie or not. She sat in her bedroom in complete silence for 1 hour trying to get her head round things, (Well technically it was Stacey's spare room). She sighed as she still could not make up her mind. She was so confused she didn't know what to do if she told her they could finally be together or face rejection. But if she didn't then I might be too late by the time she made up her mind.
She rolled her eyes and got sat up straight and stretched. She was quite stiff when she stood up as she lay on her bed for over an hour without flinching. She made her way down to the kitchen and put on the kettle she heard the door shut it must have been Stacey returning from her stall. 'Hey Dan you okay?' Stacey asked as she was concerned about her friend that had been acting quite strangely lately. 'Yea I'm fine Stace, why wouldn't be?' Danielle questioned her friend. ; Nothing it's just you have been acting a bit down in the dumps lately I was just checking to see if you were alright that all' Stacey replied concernedly. 'No I am fine' Danielle replied trying to smile.
Ronnie sat in her office clutching the most precious thing she had. She swinged it side to side her eyes looking anywhere other than the image in front of her. Tears filled her eyes she couldn't help it she wanted all this pain and constant regret to disappear. She pulled a bottle of vodka out of her desk drawer. She drank from the bottle vigour sly without stopping until she finished. She sighed and began to cry uncontrobally. She put her head down on the desk. She hated her life a constant lie every day was torture. She had to keep hiding this constant pain from everyone. She hated it, she hated everyone, and her life was a mess, Pointless she thought to herself,
Jack entered the room. 'Ron you okay?' He asked worriedly as to why the love of his life was lying basically on the desk. 'Jack please just go away!' Ronnie shouted at her ex. 'Ron I can tell your really unhappy please why can't you just tell me what's wrong' He asked curiously. 'Because Jack because I don't want! She exclaimed at him. 'Ron, if you won't tell anyone what's wrong how are we suppose to help?' He asked nervously. ' That's the point I don't want your help I don't need it , I am fine on my own I don't need anyone!' She shouted loudly. 'Have you been drinking?' He asked concernedly as he saw an empty bottle of vodka on the floor. 'So what if I have?' She told him vigour sly. 'Look Ron why don't you go home you're not yourself, you need to cool down' He told her calmly. Ronnie got up and staggered out of R&R. 'Jack you don't know what I need no one does! She screamed at him from the top of the stairs and continued making her way back to her house.
'Look Stace I need to go see Ronnie about something I'll be back in a bit' Danielle told Stacey dying to get out of the house. 'Why would you want to see that cow?' Stacey asked heartlessly. 'She's not that bad' Danielle replied protectively. 'Whatever you see Dan I'll see you later go to R&R's?' She asked her friend. 'Yea maybe I will see how I feel later' Danielle replied halfway out the door. 'Ok then' Replied Stacey confused as to why her friend was so protective of Ronnie Mitchell and why was she being so strange lately?..........................................