A/N: Sequel to Why I Can't Tell Her Anymore, you don't have to read it first, but I would suggest reading both at some point, but then I would wouldn't I?
R+R!!
Chiyo-chan91
Why I Push Him Away
I know I love him.
I think he loves me.
But I don't know how to handle that.
It's not like I have someone behind me, helping me, telling me what to do.
When I kissed him, it was just on impulse, I didn't know.
That my heart would take on a mind of its own.
As if I don't have enough to deal with.
Without falling in love with my best friend.
So I try to ignore it.
And when I can't, I run away.
And yes it hurts.
Me and him.
But I can't handle these feelings.
It's not what I'm used to.
When things change I panic.
And although I love his lips on mine, I'm no good at that.
My feelings are too strong.
My life turns itself upside down enough without his help.
When he kisses me I can't think straight.
And I can't afford not to think straight.
So I push him away.
A/N: Well I hope you liked it. Review and let me know if you want me to do one for every flock member. I might do anyway, but your input and preferences would be appreciated. XD
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