It came down to one things. Passion. He loved how connected they were to each other to know how each one loved and wanted to be touched. It went beyond just sex to be unadulterated love. No boundries that wouldn't or couldn't be crossed. He knew he needed him, every pore, muscle, hair and inch of skin enveloping him from the inside out. Every tiny movement sending shoots of pleasure to ever place in his body and even more. His subject in question, Derek Morgan.

Spencer has always found a draw to Derek, even though they had been sneaking around behind their comrades backs for the past 2 years, he was finding it time to open the flood gates so to speak and tell the others.

*Slap*

The hard slap to his ass sent his mind back from his reflecting to the matter at hand, Derek and him laying in bed, naked and Derek doing things that only he would ever be able to do.

Dereks fingers worked inside him as his other hand held the side of his face at the perfect angle for the best make out session. This was Spencers favorite position. His legs held on Derek's strong shoulders while his lover stretched him and kissed him passionately. Nothing could be better in his eyes but then he remembered, after the stretching would be the part that was almost primal. The connecting of 2 human beings in such a way that nobody would ever be able to believe until they experienced it for themselves.

Spencer had read thousands of books in the past, read all about love and the idea of it but only with Derek was he able to actually feel it entirely and he relished every second of it.

"What are you thinking about Pretty Boy" Derek whispered in his ear?

At the risk of sounding too mushy he responded, "Do you think we should tell the others?"

Derek stopped his workings and pulled his fingers out of Spencers slightly stretched hole earning a whine from deep in Spencer's throat and sighed into the skinny man's gorgeous locks of hair.

"You always do that to me. Read my thoughts and ask the question before I do haha. I think that is what scares me most about you is how you do that without even realizing it. To answer your question, I want to but I can't stand to be separated from you, not with the no fraternization rule." His statement was said with such worry that Spencer shivered, suddenly remembering that rule. Worry set in and he instantly felt a tear simmer to the surface.

'How could I have forgotten that?' Spencer thought. "Oh yeah." he vocalized.

Morgan wrapped him in an embrace as he fell to Spencers right side and drug him to rest near his chest. "It's gonna be ok my love. We just need to do it in the proper fashion. If anything, I can be transferred to the Police Academy and be the Head Training Advisor which means we are still in the same city and have roughly the same hours..."

"STOP!" Spencer all but yelled. "I don't want you to leave me. How can I go every day without seeing you at work, the little touches that go unnoticed by all, the car rides home with our exploratory sexual experiences. Statistics show that 95% of relationships that start at the work place..."

"Baby stop. Its fine, we will take it as it comes. No sense in getting worried about it now when nothing has happened" Derek spoke up. He loved Spencer's statistics but with his rapidly decending erection, he decided to jump back to the matter at hand, all puns intended.

He decided to exclamate his proclamation but grabbing Spencer by his cheek and kissing him with enough passion to melt the paint off the walls. He other hand wrapping around Spencer to get him back to his original rock hard arousal.

Spencer moaned, the issue of their secret already far from forgotten. He ment every word when he said that Derek was a God with his hands. Whether it was wrestling the bad guy or fighting for every drop of his orgasm in bed. He loved his strong mans fingers.

Spencers hand came up to grab his dark chocolate bar, as he liked to call it, and whispered "69, now!" in his ear.

Derek felt his arousal jump to attention, not only at his man's tentative fingers but at the whisper of his favorite position.

As he moved to face his man, his mind started to wander and worry set in. Hoping and praying that it would end well for him and Spencer.