Meredith stood in the pouring rain, watching him move inside the hospital. She was in a huge sweater that was too big, a pair of trainers and a pair of sweat pants that were soaked through to her skin. Her hair was a mess and it was only when he turned round that she became responsive. Derek stopped dead in his tracks, seeing the frail looking figure standing in the rain.
'Meredith...'
Meredith looked him in the eyes and walked away. She felt so stupid, standing watching him, like some obsessed teenager, but inside she was broken in two and all because of him and his Mc Dreamy smile. Running in the ran, searching as she did for her car keys Meredith was opening her car door when she felt a hand on her shoulder. Turning sharply she realized who it was and couldn't bear to look them in the eyes.