Disclaimer: Don't own teen wolf. Do want to kill Jeff Davis

"Alpha Pact"

Bring me back to holding hands in the rain

I swear I'd ease your pain

Lift you up so you could finally see (1)

He's about to die. He's about to die with his best friend besides him and the love of his life besides Stiles'; His ADHD, brave, reckless, beautiful friend who's looking at him with such love and determination that Scott can feel his heart fucking breaking

(They're only kids how is this fucking fair)

And Alison, his gorgeous, voracious Alison who had an determined look on her face mirroring Stiles and his own face.

(Should he tell her he loves her?)

The water is freezing cold and he remembers being younger and him and Stiles running into the lake at the preserve fully clothed because Scott was pissed off with his asthma and Stiles wasn't going to let him do 'something so dumb on your own, for fucks sake Scott how have you even survived this long'. It's as cold as the ice-cream he and Alison had shared during better days where her hair had caught the sunlight

(He wasn't a poet but he could write sonnets about her)

Beautiful brave Stiles is panting from the cold hands gripping the sheriff's badge tightly and Scott feels a flash of anger that people never truly got to know this side of Stiles. He was as brave as any werewolf and loved as fiercely as the sun above blazed. Stiles had been alone when his mother died, he had told Scott once as they were curled around each other watching a movie, closer then brothers , it was Stiles' secret that he had whispered in a stammer and Scott had hugged him. Stiles was alone when his mother died but he would not be alone now. Never again.

(And he hadn't been the best of friends recently but he would make up for it now)

Alison's lips were blue and she was grimacing slightly but Scott honestly never thought she had been more beautiful. She was brave as hell, slightly crazy, but brave as hell. She looks pained now and although she doesn't often wear her heart on her sleeve right now her he can see the pain she's in, that they're all in.

(They were going to die)

Stiles tells him his father is in town and Scott feels his heart break because all he remembers of his father is his mother crying 'I'm sorry Scott, I should have been more for you, for him' and he hates the man for making her feel like this. He grips tighter on the watch and thinks it should matter to him.

But it doesn't matter now so as he feels hands gripping on his shoulder, he gives Stiles one last look and feels water envelop his senses. Drowning in the knowledge of his life, his best friend besides him, his ex-girlfriend further away from that and he knows his eye's are glowing but he knows that if he dies now he has lived a life where he has been loved and he has loved back.

The love you are to me.(1)

-HK-

So this isn't supposed to be anything too serious I just needed to vent my feelings on the Alpha pact episode which was so freaking awesome and so sad. We learn about Stiles' mum and Scott's dad but we also have a fuck load of character development – including Isaac who I have to admit I didn't particularly like but this season is warming me up to him as a character. Peter is most definitely up to something and Derek has been so fucking amazing these past few episodes. But for the first time ever I thought about Scott because his relationship with his dad rung a bit deep for me.

(1) 'Our July in the rain' by 'He is We'