A/N: Hey had a strike of inspiration and I have been writing just not uploading so I decided to take a break from I have ocd and write this. Basically its about blaine driving to the coffee shop to kiss rachel and his thoughts. not as long as I would have hoped but its what it was meant to be.
disclaimer: I own nothing. I don't even own this account because its not co-owned to someone who obviously cant be trusted.
It's strange how I can try so hard to be with Kurt and i mess it 's why even when Kurt admitted his feelings I had to be an idiot and say i just wanted to be friends.
I could have only had one beer last night and kissed Kurt instead of rachel but i had to break his beautiful little heart and get wasted. Why though? What makes me do these things?
I've often thought that me and Kurt weren't meant to be together but I know that isn't possible. We can adopt and live in new York where we will both go on broadway. Always enjoy each others company and cherish every moment we have now it's not like that.
Kurt hates me,Rachel loves me and I might be bi. Wait, see right now I'm messing it up. Right now as I'm driving to the coffee shop to kiss Rachel I'm messing up me and Kurt's future I know what I have to do!I will kiss Rachel but I'll think of Kurt the whole time!
I know I'm gay and I know I will never have feelings for anyone but Kurt. As I pulled into the parking lot that was the plan. The best plan in the world. And it was all for my true love Kurt Hummel.
update on I have ocd: So I decided to write the entire story and then edit it put in into chapters and post one chapter a day. It probably wont be finished for a month of two
update on summer loving: not working on this one at the moment. need more inspiration
a/n: So in case your wondering hell= rachel and heaven-kurt...yea I might upload another story today and will be having a few contests on twitter to follow me p0rnjuice
love yall please review much appreciation.