Disclaimer: Only own the idea.

This is just a one shot, to help me through my writer's block. And the idea has been seriously bugging me.

Summary: About Piper in high school. That's about it really. There won't be any dates. People might be OOC. They aren't meant to be in character. Piper isn't a geek.

Chapter 1

Dear Someone,

I just made the worst mistake that I could have. I fell in love with the worst guy possible. I fell in love with Leo Wyatt, the biggest jackass in all the school. Sure he is drop dead gorgeous, but he treats all his girlfriends like crap.

I didn't want this to happen. It was supposed to be a little group date. Somehow we have some of the same friends, so go figure. One thing led to another, and here we are, out on this group date.

I wouldn't have gone unless my friend Danielle hadn't asked me to. She likes one of Leo's friends, and she didn't want to go. But I volunteered and look where it got me.

I don't know why I am in love with him. Sure he is kind of nice once to get to know him, and an all around good guy, but still. What possessed me to fall in love with Leo Wyatt?

Dear Someone,

Leo Wyatt apparently is in love with me too. Well, maybe not in love with me but it sure seemed like it. He came up to me in school today and told me he had a great time on the date and wanted to do it again. Well, alone, but still.

I unfortunately said yes. I have no idea why I did it. I mean it was like a spur of the moment thing. I seriously hope that I survive this date. If I don't I surely will die.

Dear Someone,

The date went okay. Actually it went great. We went out to dinner and then we went to the park. We just walked around in the park. Till it was the dead of night. Then he took me home.

I think I'm going to go out with him again. I mean he asked me too. Plus I had a really nice time tonight. I don't see why people call him a jerk. He seems really nice.

Dear Someone,

I'm a freaking idiot. My life is screwed up forever.

Leo came and picked me up for our date. He hadn't told me where we were going so when we ended up at a party, well you can imagine my surprise. At first I told Leo that I didn't want to go in, but he finally sweet-talked me into going.

When we got in there I instantly smelled beer in the air. I wasn't going to have anything to drink except punch, but that was spike. I was still sober enough though, when I went back to Leo's house, to know what I was doing. Leo wasn't. He is one damn good sweet talker even when he is drunk.

At his house I think I had a couple more beers, and by then I was drunk. After that, we started making out and then well, I did something I shouldn't have. I slept with Leo Wyatt. So help me, I slept with him.

Then this morning Leo was driving me home, and a drunk driver hit us head on. Right now I'm in the hospital, praying that Leo lives. I don't know why he got hurt and not me. The doctor's don't think he has much of a chance though.

But this morning, the first thing I did was search Leo's bathroom for a pregnancy test. To my surprise I found one in his mother's bathroom. But anyways, it came out….

Later

The doctors just told me the news. Leo lost too much blood to live. He died an hour ago. The jerk. I know what everybody means. Sure we have different reasons for saying it, but I know what they mean. He left me; he left me here with our kid. I have no clue what I'm going to do with it.

I'm pregnant and the kid has no father.

: Yeah, this is proly crap, but I don't care I needed something to help me with my writer's block. I felt like I couldn't write anything. Hopefully this will help me.