Doggy Ears n Emily: Well you guys this is just something I wrote when I couldn't sleep and I'm making it into a story. This is just chapter 1. I wonder what Inuyasha and Kikyo are talking about? This particular part is when Inuyasha is out with Kikyo and Kagome is writing in her diary until he comes back. What will happen next?
I Changed Him!
I changed him
She couldn't and I did
I didn't really mean for it to happen
It just did
I don't know why
I don't know how
But I did
And that's good right?
Did I change him for the better?
I mean he's kinder
He's gentler
He's more loving
He has friends now
He's not alone anymore
I fixed that didn't I?
And he's happy isn't he?
With me
And Miroku
And Sango
And Kirara
And even Shippo
Right?
He talks to me
He doesn't talk to her
He talks to me
But he still…
He protects me
And not her
But he still…
But he still…
He still loves her
And not me
But I love him
With all my heart
And all my soul
But he still loves her
He's open to me
He never told her about his mother
Or about the time when he's most weak
He told me
But he still loves her
I saw all of his sides
His half demon side
That everyone sees
His full demon side
When he's most dangerous
And his human side
When he's most weak
I accepted them all
She wanted his weaker side
She wanted to change him
Change him for her selfish needs
But he still loves her
Do I really hate her that much?
Yes
But why?
Because he loves her
But that's so selfish
I shouldn't hate her
But you're only human Kagome
He's with her now
He has to come back
Come back to find jewel shards
With me
His shard detector
Come back to kill Naraku
With me
His sacred arrow
And when he comes back
I have to stop writing this poem in my diary
And I have to stop crying
I have to stop crying
Just stop crying
I changed him
She couldn't and I did
And yet
Inuyasha loves Kikyo
Not me
Not Kagome
It hurts
It hurts so much
It hurts because
Because
Because I love him
I love Inuyasha
And he loves her!
Love Kagome