**sorry for my English, I'm still learning**
They were so careful, so careful to use protection each time and every time but somehow it didn't work. Padme now looking down at the pregnancy test she had her handmaiden Dorme pick up for her. The test showed she was pregnant and she definitely was. She had already taken 2 other tests also positive . She had always wanted children and a family. Even as a little girl that's all she would dream of, and now she's getting what she asked for but she isn't as happy as she thought she would be. She was scared, actually beyond scared. She didn't know how to tell Anakin the news and how he would take it. After all, there marriage was still a secret. What would people think of her now? The highly respected Senator Padme Amidala knocked up by a one night stand. She could already see that as the news head line.
"They're here! " people began to shout. Padme heard as she was walking down the Senate hallways trying to get where she could meet up with Anakin. A part in her didn't believe that they were finally back. They had been gone nearly 4 months now and there were many rumors of Anakins death all of which scared her and now especially with her pregnancy.
"Please excuse me, Senator Bail. There is a few things I need to get done before they send me back out there for who knows how long this time" Anakin said jogging over to Padme "Padme, love, I've missed you so much!"
He knew he shouldn't show his love in public towards his wife but he couldn't hold it back much longer. 4 long months of not getting to talk to her or even see her. Those had been the hardest days of his life not seeing the one person that makes his world go round and round.
"Oh Ani!" Padme said holding on tighter "I am so glad you are back. There was much talk about you being dead. I wouldn't know what's to do with myself if you were." You must tell him, you can't hold this back for too much longer. He's your husband, the love of your life, the father. He won't just abandon you and our child Padme thought to herself.
"Darling, what's wrong?" Anakin could sense the fear in her force. Had she met someone? Had she cheated? Does she not love him anymore? He was never around anymore to love her. The fact that he was thinking this scared him even more
"Ani, before this goes any further let's at least go somewhere private. Come to our apartment as soon as you can love." Padme said leaving a gentle kiss on his cheek.
Anakin wondered what was so important that his wife couldn't tell him right then. They were suppose to meet back at their apartment soon but Anakin didn't know if that was possible.
Besides from being a loving husband he was a Jedi Knight. One of the most famous ones matter of fact. In the few hours since he had already got called to brief the Council on what happened.
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Anakin knocked on the senators door. The neighbors were giving him such a weird look. Padme opened the door "Hello, Jedi Master Skywalker. How may I help you? Please come in" she said trying to act all surprised. You won't have to do this too much longer Padme she thought to herself. You will tell him you are pregnant and you two will live happily ever after.
"Senator Amidala" Anakin said bowing with the door shutting behind them. They had done it they had got full privacy now.
"Ani, come sit down. I have wonderful news to tell you." Padme said
Anakin knowing that he had done something, something that potentially might get him in trouble with his wife sits down.
"What is my darling? I have done something to anger you?" Anakin asks hoping for her not to say yes.
"No darling your just fine. I am just going to be straight forward here. Im pregnant Ani." Padme says.
It takes Anakin a few minutes to respond. "Your pregnant? With a kid?" Anakin finally stutters out.
"No Anakin I'm pregnant with a Ewok. Yes of course with a kid." Padme says sarcastically. Anakin looks down at her small flat stomach then her then back to her flat stomach.
"I can't believe it! I'm going to be a father! I'm going to be a father!" Anakin says overjoyed but soon all that joy leaves him and is replaced with sorrow. With him just realizing what he had done to Padme and her future as a senator. The queen would not let a pregnant woman serve as a senator anymore he was almost sure of it.
"What's the matter? What's with the sad face?" Padme asked panicking hope that he won't leave the baby and her now.
"I'm so sorry Padme. I've ruined our secret relationship and your career. It will be nearly impossible to hide your bump and the children forever." Anakin says.
"My love, I wanted this more then you even know you didn't ruin anything." Padme says "the more important thing is what should we do? Should we tell Obi Wan?"
"No not yet especially with all this council meeting right now" Anakin said. "He will be very anger with me so I think I'll just give it a little time.
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4 months that was how long they spent out there Obi Wan thought. He had never known Anakin to mediate for this long at all. He wanted to find the whereabouts of his Padawan. Former Padawan.
He knew it was not right of him now since Anakin had been promoted to a Jedi Knight. He was almost thought with certainly that Anakin was with Senator Amidala. They had said they were both just friends but they seem way to close.
Sometimes in Anakins sleep he would start saying the senators name and on an even more rare occasion that he loved her. Obi Wan just simply wrote this off as just a dream.
Obi Wan couldn't take it anymore he must go find him.
There Obi Wan was standing at the senators door 10 minutes later knocking.
"Ani, someone's at the door. Should we get t?" Padme asked her husband in between kisses
"My love we haven't been together in the last 4 months just take a break from being a Senator for a while" Anakin said pulling Padme's naked body back into the bed. Just for a brief moment Anakin had forgotten about everything, being a Jedi, being married and even having a pregnant wife. As soon as he thought the word pregnant, he was scared. Was what they were doing right now hurting the baby, he had no idea at all.
"Ani, what's the matter?" Padme asked when she saw her husbands face change.
"Are you sure we are able to do this without hurting the baby?" Anakin asked
"The hero with no fear is afraid of intimacy now?" Padme asked jokingly. "No it won't hurt the baby Ani, I'm only a few months pregnant."
Meanwhile, Obi Wan was still standing at the door. No answer at all. He could have swore he felt Anakins present here in the force but it would come and go. Sometimes there would be up to three different force signatures. Which confused Obi Wan.
These force signatures were not every day objects they were strong with the force jedis and there was only two jedis that had this strong of a force that he could think of, Anakin and Master Yoda.
He could automatically eliminate Master Yoda because he saw him no less then a half hour ago. So even if Anakin was in there who are the other two?
Obi Wan walked away in defeat after waiting nearly 30 minutes for the senator to come to her door. He resigned himself to thinking that she wasn't asleep and that Anakin wasn't in there with her. No matter how hard he tried changing the subject in his mind, it just kept going back to feeling two other strong force signatures then suddenly disappearing.
Obi Wan decides to ask Master Yoda about this. Maybe this was the force telling them something or maybe 4 months with barely any sleep was just driving Obi Wan insane.
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Padme rolled over in the bed to see her loving husband fast asleep. She could not believe now she would have his kids, she would no longer be lonely anymore when Anakin went on a mission. She couldn't wait to have them. She knew that she would have to tell her parents about her pregnancy or her parents would never forgive her.
There was only one problem with that now. She was married to a Jedi.
NEXT CHAPTER: Obi Wan finds out?
