Chapter 1
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul;
that makes us reach for more,
that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
That's what I hope to give you forever" — The Notebook
My Old Friend's Visit
My old Indian friend came on Thursday. We met around 3 pm in my town, and I took him with me to my new house. We had some tea together and talked about many recent things. As always he liked to sit beside me and very near on the sofa. We were talking as often about the recent news in town and our families.
But this time most of our conversation was about the long relationship between us. We know each other now 19 years since I started to work for him and his wife in his household. And in all that years I avoided a too close contact with him. He asked me so many questions about why I did not agree to be his girlfriend. He confessed again that he started liking and adoring me nineteen years ago, from the first time I was working for him. Even after his wife suspended me from work with her accuse for having a love affair with him, which was not true, he liked me more and more. And now he said that even today he still loves me. He said that's why he keeps asking me where I am, how I am, being concerned about all my things, whether I'm ok, and about my family too. That's why he's so very much caring for me.
I told him that I was very happy and thankful about his caring all these years. That he did also a lot for my family and was very helpful sometimes. But that I felt also uncomfortable for his continuous demand for getting sex.
And I added that now I have no problem being his girlfriend if he wants it. I was that time respecting him and also keeping distance because of his wife and being employed by him. Also that I was very young and inexperienced that former time, not knowing what I know now.
He asked me directly to give him my answer: Do I love him too, and do I want to be his girlfriend now.
I asked him instead, whether he will be available and free for his birthday. And he said 'yes'.
Then I told him that we will talk more at his birthday, because I would like to spend some more time with him at his birthday. He was very surprised and agreed to make his birthday free for us.
After that he begged me to give him a kiss on his check, which I did. And I hugged him also to show him my true sympathy. He did the same to me, but he went further and asked me to open my blouse for him.
But I told him, that this is very tempting, and that we should do more on his birthday. He couldn't believe it, even though I let him touch my breasts then by putting his hands under my blouse. And then we kissed more and real. Now we felt both ready for everything more. Just the previous disappointment with another man made me a bit afraid to go further, to give in following his demands for loving me on the spot.
I was very up to it, feeling hot and wet. My house was hot this afternoon, but frankly speaking: We were both hot and wet and aroused before we were finally going to leave my house to the club for the decided dinner. He was so aroused from our kissing and touching that he was climaxing secretly into his underwear. Therefore he asked me for a wet cloth to wipe himself and his pant clean.
I warmed some water and gave it him in a bowl together with small towel. He opened his trousers and asked me to wipe him, showing me his still aroused penis. He was very stiff, big, firm, and looked strong, beautiful and very inspiring. But I refused. I would have not been able to stop then.
After that he insisted to wash me, my wet vagina as he has noticed. But I refused again because I would have lost all my controls with such a sexual arousing activity, and would have made love with him being not able to hold back. Therefore no one wiped the other. But I changed my wetted panty before him, cleaning my vagina while seeing his big eyes he made. After that cleaning we headed fresh smelling to his club.
That was very much tempting and I was near to be fucked. I was balancing on a very thin line through our meeting this time. But I survived it without getting emotional hurt, without giving into his attempts.
From my home we went to the Savannah Club here in my town, and there I asked him to order something to eat. He ordered lamb chop with some chips for two. For drinks he ordered his two beers and mango juice for me.
We enjoyed the food while talking and joking, and when the bill was brought I surprised him again when I said: "I will settle it". He couldn't believe it, but I settled it and he was very grateful. I wanted with this to prove him my independence. He dropped me then at home with a final kiss and drove his car happy back to his house in his hometown.
That's how our meeting went on that Thursday. Now he is very much looking forward for his birthday, for meeting me again to fulfil his burning desires to make love with me the first time. He's calling me almost every day.
Now I don't know how to go on about it and what to do with him. I have to think, nobody can advise me. I can follow my love feelings and dreams, and have fantasies about our next meeting all the time.