End of season 6 musings of everyone's favourite angel [NOT Gabe or Balthazar ;)] … you got it! Cas! Disclaimer: I don't own
Please? I am begging you, and I am unaccustomed to begging.
All I am asking for is a shred of trust in return for all I have given you. And I have given all. I rebelled for you, I Fell for you, I have saved your life more times than you remember.
I have never asked for anything in return – not even the love which I so desperately crave. I did not ask you to love me because I saw what you had with your brother, and I could not bring myself to ask you to destroy such beauty.
I did not ask for your help when I needed it most because I could not bear to destroy the happiness, the serenity which you fought so hard to obtain.
I have come to you every time you called, bar one, and that was for your own protection.
I say you're like a brother to me, but really you are so much more.
And it killed me to keep this from you, but I thought it would be safer for you. That is all I ever think about – what is safest for you, what is best for you.
Not once have I asked for a single thing in return, and now, when I ask for something which is in your power to give, you refuse me?
I believed that the bond we share was stronger than that, more sacred than that, but forgive me, perhaps I was mistaken.
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