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First of all, this is Un-Beta. Grammatical error are everywhere, but I hope you enjoy this one. This is (Indonesia X Malaysia) fanfic, I've read Sempiternal by Ferra, gnasche and NakamaLuna, and I fell in love with this pair. They are now one of my favourites OTP. This fanfic has the second part upcoming depends on your review. I'm not looking for likes, but I'm looking for your respond towards this pair. And if I receive too many negative review, I might considered to delete this fic, that might sounds like an asshole or cowards ;but I have low self-esteem problem. I'm sorry to anyone who might enjoy this fic but I may delete it.

This fic will be south region of ASEAN centric.

Guide: 'thought'

"talking"

*flashback

**view notes at the bottom of fanfic for info

Let's go!

"Along**, did you see-oh…" a tanned skin man trails off as Borneo** see his older brother sleeping on the chair with his head on the table and his hand as pillow.

"Neo, where on earth is your brother?" said another man as he cross his arms entering the room. The man got black shiny neck length hair, a significant Asian traits and sun kissed skin the south region of South East Asia famous traits. He only lifted his eyebrows as he saw the Malaysia brothers** in the room, the older one sleeping while the younger only respond with his fingers on his lips, telling the Indonesian man to keep it low.

A Thailand man stroll down into the room a few seconds later with a few members of ASEAN personification into the room. The Singaporean personification suit himself and sit quietly at the nearest chair to his older brother**.

"Why would he fell asleep?" the Philippine personification asked as he wipe his sweat on his collarbone and his neck.

"Along is quiet busy with the SEA games and our independence day celebration. He is sleep deprived and very lethargic. I tried to help around but it seems like my efforts is not sufficient to lighten the work load." Borneo says as he fidgeting his fingers at the hem of his athlete sweater.

Philippine huff as he ruffle Borneo's hair when he saw the sadness in the younger eyes. Muttering something like 'its not your fault' and 'don't worry too much'.

"Oh, you mean the 60th celebration**? I have been wondering on how you guys handle the work load. As we all know, the ending ceremony is on 30th of August and your independence day is on the next day. Will the ending ceremony include the count down of your independence day?" asked the Brunei personification excitedly.

Borneo gave the man a small smile and looked at his older brother with a caring looks. Borneo wish that Peninsular Malaysia would share his work load with him. Peninsular Malaysia always overworked himself out, he would come back home in the night and crashed on the couch afterwards. Borneo would always be the one to carry him to his room as Singapore is now have move out from house**. He wished Peninsular Malaysia would always seek for his help. Borneo would gladly help him of course, after all they are bothers.

"Come on guys, the next event will start at any moment now. Leave the older Malaysia so he can enjoy his rest. You'll have to fully replace him now Borneo Malaysia." Says the Vietnamese personification.

"you guys go ahead, I will go later." Says the Indonesian man as he rummaging his bag looking for god know what.

Singapore and Borneo look hesitated as they were about to leave their older brother alone with Indonesian personification. You see, Malaysia and Indonesia is having a quite complicated relationship. They are something like rivals or naruto-sasuke relationship, rival but friends? Their people are not always on a good terms either. There are Indonesian and Malaysian who seek peace and friendly bond among them, but there are also who hate each other guts. The Malaysia and Indonesia personification relationship are complicated as well. They would scream, throwing insults to each other and sharing foods and playing video games on the same time.

Cambodian personification tugged the Philippine shirt and jerking his head towards the door, urging the Philippine to drag the others out to the next venue.

The Philippine man only let out a soft sigh as he lifted Borneo onto his shoulder and walked outside, of course with confused whine and red hue tainted the Borneo Malaysia personification as he wail trying to get the Philippine man to put him down. The others only pushed Singapore personification out of the room.

As the others now clear out, the Indonesian man stop his fake action and turn his body around to face the sleeping personification. He stare at the man and let out low audible sigh before he walk to Malaysia personification. His black pony-tail hair sway a bit as he kneel on the floor and put his hands under his chin to support his head on the table. He stared at the shorter man who is sleeping on the table peacefully.

Indonesia used his fingers to trace down the shorter man's cheeks and chin, occasionally poked the shorter male cheeks a few times. He slipped Malaysia bangs behind the ears. He looked at the man with love and care.

"Nusantara**…"

I can't look… I can hear the soft pleading with the sadness in the his voice. The tears streaming down his cheeks…

"Nusantara…stop, I'm…I'm not worth it…" the soft voice plead again.

"shut up!" I hit the ground with my bloody knuckle. The pain of my injured hand is no match to what I'm going to lose.

"you worth everything! I'm not letting you go again…" my voice trails off.

"Give up, I'm not interested on Netherland's colony." The Britain personification walks away dragging him away from me.

"no…NO!"

"I…I…"the personification of Indonesia voice trails off.

'It doesn't matter how many years it passed, I want him in my arms. I want to hear his voice calling my name as a lover would. I want his warmth against me, I want to hold him again. I want him back…it hurts…having you so close and yet so far…I know we can never turn back time, we can never go back, but I…I can't let you go'

The Indonesian man lifted the shorter personification man's bangs and kiss the forehead softly. He gave the Peninsular Malaysia another sad look and closed the door and walked away to where others were.

After a few seconds the door is closed and the footstep of the older personification are no longer audible, a chocked sob erupted from the shorter male.

"Indonesia…"

End of part 1

Info:

Along: along is Malaysian nickname to the eldest child in the family.

Borneo Malaysia(Neo): As for Borneo Malaysia(Neo), I could not find other shorter name for him. I look up on wiki and found out that the name Borneo Malaysia is used by most of nations to address east Malaysia.

Singapore-'…older brother': Singapore was once part of Malaysia from 1963 until 1965. You can read the reasons and how it happened on Wikipedia. If you notice, Veneziano and Romano is both the Italian nation, and for your knowledge Arthur is the personification of England, he has three brothers (Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland) as in the United Kingdom, I address Malaysia as brothers, two separate people by the idea of unification that happened between them in 16 September 1963. So, I thought the idea of writing Peninsular, Borneo Malaysia and Singapore as siblings is quite cute. Something like the Nordics and UK brothers.

…60th celebration : the ending ceremony of SEA Games is on 30th of August while Malaysia independence day is on 31th of August.

…move out of the house: the separation of Singapore from Malaysia.

Nusantara : the name of Indonesia before gain independence in fanfic- Sempiternal by Ferra, gnasche and NakamaLuna.

Notes: tell me what do you think about his pair, the next part depends on it.